pokeymeHhtickles

2011-08-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

Need to settle down on a able to lock post blog site.
so for now. http://pokeymehhtickles.wordpress.com/

2011-08-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

Oh the burst of anger...
i feel like i'm lost and floating in the middle of no where.

2011-08-06T01:35:00.002+08:00

It has one hell of a hectic week and will still be for next week and the following.. fml really lol.
Screwed up sleep time and diet, mixed with lots of RAGE.
Been sleeping at 5+AM and starving till like after 12AM for dinner lolol.
With the HITP students to worry about as well,
Sigh finally can take a little short sigh of relief,
and maybe only a little tiny break because DCOM has seriously bombarded us with tons of shit.

Anyways YES BDS advertising is finally over
only after giving us 2weeks to do a advertising campaign
which includes 3 ATL and BTL, moodboardS and powerpoint(brief+rationale,etc).
and there's like so much confusion in this project. Briefs are all over different powerpoint slides..
unreasonable.
Glad I had a really awesome friend and co-operative partner, Kezyyyyy !!!
the one who stayed at my house chionging work together and ended up eating barkuteh at 5AM for dinner,
screwing up printing together and staying in school till 11PM the day before submissions.
oh and helping me solve problems *wink* lol
:) thank youuuu and job well doneeeee !! (Y)
Also of course my very supportive boyfriend who came all the down to my house after work with KOI and takoballs for Kezy and me, really saved us from starving and motivated us to continue doing work. Thanks soo much Remy! :) *hugs*

Had a really tiring day on thursday, the staying back till 11PM
after which headed down to lavendar for dinner with Kezy
and Kezy's mom kindly drove me home, ahhh so thankful for that. Thanks Kezy's Mom!

Friday!
Yes submission!
Took a little while to burn all our files into the CD, used 2 CDs in the end.
Lucky i brought 3 just in case! hahah
Skipped TWT... again. (feel quite bad.. Our lecturer is really nice..)
to watch Captain America! (yay ok now i don't feel so bad haha jkjk)
watched it with Kezy, Jeslynn and Suiks. Only Jr didn't join us :(
ahh.. but it wasn't fantastic anyways.. lol
Entertaining but kinda hmm yeah. ok. oh wells.
Straight after i rushed back to school to settle the homestay!
in the end i took 2hours to settle everything lol, ah but all went well! :) glad.
Then I headed down to Cityhall to meet Remy ! :D
Happyyy ! best way to end my friday.
did our routine once again haha! but i never get sick or tired of it :)
ah i miss him...
And i may not be able to go down tomorrow to see him play at casa latina !!
arghhh jaskeuasnuela have a family dinner........... ...... .. ..
rage ah more rage.. :(
sighs

:| thinking about that is making me sad now D:
and i have to head to bed now,
not really tired (surprisingly lolol)
but because my laptop is dying and i'm too lazy to take my charger out of my bag lollll
So nights!!!

-meHh
will still love you tomorrow Remy! :) hahah

2011-07-30T00:05:00.001+08:00

Fuck man.
This is seriously some fucked up shit.

2011-07-27T00:05:00.002+08:00

As much as i like photography,
i realized how much i'm terrified of it.
I don't really know why ...
but that really makes me back off from my camera.. :(
Same goes for drawing.
I really miss drawing :(
how even if i drew terribly i wouldn't really mind
Just love to draw and draw what i love.
but now its all like argh
it has to be good you know
if its not then its no good.
Everytime i pick up the pen or pencil and start drawing
things turns out shitty and i just get so mad.
So mad at how lousy i am and it just makes me start to hate things i like.

I want to improve but i'm doing nothing.
I keep hating on stuff . I hate how i am now.

bleh.

2011-07-19T23:42:00.005+08:00

:) Went to the railway track at Bukit Timah with Remy last friday, 15th July.

We walked pretty far

I didn't even know where we ended up at lol.

Though we had difficulties walking in slippers/flip-flops.

Yeah if you do go.. please wear shoes.

I enjoyed the walk lots :)

Felt very accomplished after we walked for so long

After which we took a break at this organic shop and but+train down to vivo!

Had dinner and headed to St. James for supper (lols consecutively)

we love to eat. beat it. hahah

Coincidently bumped into Remy's guitarist at St. James a really funny guy lol.

All in all a great day to end of my friday with Remy :D

We're singing in the rain ~ we're singing in the rain ~

under my umbrella ~ ela ela eh eh eh ~

really like this 2 pictures :)

Was thinking about Remy so i decided to blog about this~ :)

A little break away from work and worrying about stuffz

It makes me happy when i think about the times spent with him

Can always depend on him whenever wherever to cheer me up and make me smile.

Well unless i'm sad because of him hahahah.

-meHh

I love you, Remy ! :)

Just so grateful to have you ~

2011-07-19T01:38:00.002+08:00

I have so much things to rant about.

Been bottling them up for too long.

and been pretty annoyed.

Sighs

and school work has been as hateful as ever.

Maya is seriously..... ...........

it just makes me realise how much i miss flash.

Well and because of Maya i managed to finally stay at Mar's house.

Best buddies for more than 10 years.. Finally.. like FINALLY lol

but it was seriously just a whole mugging/doing work day at her house.

Still i think i managed to focus and do my work better lol.

Okay time to head to bed.

tired !

rant another day. meh.

2011-07-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

i wonder if i could have my pencil right through your skin and flesh

2011-07-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

"Look how time flies" meh.

lols i think i said/heard this like tons of times

but still...

damn seriously.

not only have we(the clique) talked about this today..

dcom has also touched a little on it

like doing portfolio, our internship etc.

and till now i still have no idea where i wanna intern at and what i wanna do in the future.

cause honestly studying in a design course have made me really terrified of designing.

Sure i enjoy it now and then but most of the time it's a drag ... :|

but aside from that what else can i excel in or even what else can i do :(

not like those naturally talented people/people who has other talents unrelated to their school course... boo (depressed)

the future is so scary. i wanna just stay as a kid/teen forever hahah

okay just wanna type/talk/write this out to kinda get it out of my head...

i mean enjoy life while you still can right? haha

wheee ~

i think i'm taking it too easy now.

well back to glee !

lols attempt to try and watch it. Poof

-mehhzee

2011-06-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

This 3 week holidays have not been really productive...
but i did enjoy it.
(lols duh right didn't do any work at all of course i would have enjoyed it x_x)

had the club dinner we wanted since forever
finally caught up with my dearest Grey and Mar
USS with kez
movies, chillax, nafa and lasalle exhibition with awesome polymates
talking about movies i watched 5 movies in total this holiday lol
POTC, Kungfu Panda 2, twice of X-men, Mr. popper penguins..
slacked at home ~ sleeping LOTS, manga and shows~
and of course spent lots of time with Remy...
be it out for a full long day, just at night or bukuteh/mac for supper :)
hmm don't know if i'm missing out anything else :\
but yeah had a great holiday :D

but now school's starting T_T
booo.. :(
argh wants more holidays! sighs
can't wait for the semester break now.

-meHh
omg lots of school work to catch up on T_T

2011-06-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

your touch on the piano.

i love listening to the sound of the piano that you play :)

2011-06-15T01:52:00.005+08:00

Been since forever since i blogged some photos and well draw too. sooo...

woo ! trying to get some x-men out of my mind

so i threw it on paper.

quick sketch of the first thing i see after i googled x-men haha!

----

14th June

Woke up at like 1 (?)

straight after i woke up

got change.

got ready.

head out to meet Remy for lunch lol.

had 2 tickets of Mr. poppers penguins from Remy's friend ! :)

well we had to pick up the tickets actually hahah since his friend forgot to bring them out

so we headed to serangoon, picked up the ticket,

walked around Nex for awhile before heading down to Vivo to catch our movie..

the premiere of Mr. Poppers Penguins!

had our phone confiscated lols.

and free seating !

the movie was alright, pretty funny

but all in all awesome because i was watching it with Remy :D

After which we headed to St James

wine bar & bistro where Ywenna plays at :D

like the atmosphere there~

and Ywenna's a really good at the piano and singing too

jealous ! :(

had chocolate lava cake, mash-potato and clamcowder~

Remy's treat :X haha thanks love~ :) food's good !

bused home together :)

had a great time ~

ah so much for doing work lol.

Okay better sleep now.

4 more hours before i have to wake up ! D:

ttfn

love you Remy! :)

2011-06-10T02:15:00.002+08:00

Its the holidays !!!
actually its been a week since the holidays.
X_X
Been going out everyday during the first week of the holidays.

Monday ---

Returned CDs and borrowed more from school before finally meeting mar since like forever.
Helped her with her school work.
crazy girl. got tests and school work but still wanna go out
and shoe shop !
shopped around clementi which is really pathetic :X lols i'm sorry hahah
but on the bright side she managed to buy her shoe :)
had our chatting session as usual, past present and future. ahh ~
was nice :) gotta meet up again to jam !! :D woo!

Tuesday ---

X-MEN : FIRST CLASS !! WOOO!
okay before that.
met up with jr, edwin, yus and kez
i was late but yus and kez was later :P
headed to Lasalle gradshow
:) was pretty interesting but arghhh
didn't manage to see everything T___T
cause we had a show to catch..
X-MEN !!! WOOO!
boo yeah!
and yes it was obviously .. AWESOME!
omg X_X
charles and erik is like .. !!
*dies* might actually watch it again. :) heh
after watching it .. went home and watched
x-men evolution lol childhood. ah ~

Wednesday ---

Spent my whole afternoon doing my hair lols.
planned to actually wake up early
but.. yeah. failed once again.
hair is still pretty screwed up though argh.
wanted to head down to Lasalle again but had a terrible tummyache T_T
so i just died on the bed.
met Remy at night though :)
came down to my place after work
had bakuteh and chilled at macs ~
hahah standard routine ah sinful.. "orz

Thursday ---

Supposed to meet Mar again
but we both overslept lols
and well she had to do work...
so decided not to go out in the end :(
oh that girl...
anyways met up with Remy instead :D
walked around orchard for a bit ~
oh yeah ! Saw Stella, Wanyee, Michelle and Victoria !
haha! Was surprised to see them that for a moment i forgot their names ._."
so i kept going "eh! eh! eh!!! eh!!! *pointspoints*"
till they said hi to me lol.
after which sent Remy off to work
while i waited at the library for him to end work~
Had duckrice and Ah chew desserts for dinner.
ah sinful once again so played bball at the arcade lol :X
after which he sent me back home :)

Friday ---

Gonna go out with Grey!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D
plans yet to be confirmed LOL
love how impromptu we are ^_^
ahhhh been long :))) woo ok
and now i better head to bed
D: later can't wake up ! haha

-meHhzee

2011-05-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

So what's been going on?

ANCT back in Singapore !

though we only had a day with them...

Had a great time interacting with them

and 2 more schools from japan would be coming over soon!

and and CCA outing !

Eggciting~

Loving my CCA and my CCA mates ! spsec.cca.sg

Schools been alright so far.

Lots of brain drain work. X_X

One submission down last friday! (27/5) Booyeah!

Celebrated it with Jeslynn, Kez and Suiks

by watching Pirates of the Carribean! :D

Woo ! Awesomezxzxz only cause there's Johnny Depp

and cause there's hot, cute guys and hot, sexy mermaids hahaha

Feels like the holidays already...

I'm amazed at how bad my memory is :|

Thought i had lots to say. but now i don't.

-meHh

2011-05-17T19:03:00.001+08:00

Lost and alone.

2011-05-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

Camp was awesome.

2011-05-03T03:33:00.003+08:00

my procrastination skills sometimes really amazes me...

It was a ...

2+1 and people says its a "long" weekend

I guess be thankful for every little thing!

yeah and during this long weekend...

i didn't touch my work at all..

like literally... Did.not.touch.work.at.all

After school on friday

Helped out with the CCA drive again

since they were lacking in people.

So i stayed till everything was over at like 5PM

Because of that made Remy wait...

oops hahah Sorry? nah not really :P

So met up with him and headed for dinner.

Had Just Acia.

Didn't really like that place.

but since Remy never been there before....

Dinner was really filling and all

but yeah i still don't like that place D:

Walked around MarinaSquare for a bit

before heading down to Bugis...

:) went to a Mexican Pub called Casa Latina to support Tony and Paul

lols duo, guitarist and pianist

Irene and Angela came along too.

Been long since i saw them, especially Irene.

Was real nice talking to them :D

Oh and we shared a "Lime pie"

Doesn't really taste of lime at all.

its like sweet sour and salty all together lols.

pretty interesting~ Ahh feel like eating some now *_*

Watched 2 sets

and then Remy sent me home :)

Saturday!

Wasted half of saturday...

sleeping.. lols. woke up at like 4+PM (?)

used a little bit of the com before mom called

and asked me to get ready to go pageone..

i was like "huh? .. why?" ...

why?

because there is a freaking warehouse sale!! OMG
Awesome mom for informing me stuff like this.

stayed there all the way till they had to close at 8.

so think i spent like 2+ hours there hahaha

and spent like 350$ ~ woo!~

And it doesn't end there.

okay so after that had dinner with parents at ichiban...

then SUNDAY!

Woke up late once again.

not so late this time though. like around 11+AM

straight away after i wake up..

got change.

went out for lunch and after that went to..

Kinokuniya!!

20% storewide at liang court!

woo! ~

Spent like a few hours there once again hahah

and spent like 120$ (?)

^__^

I'm a happy girl with lots of new books.

lols.

Monday was a holiday~

So by the time i woke up it was lunch once again~

Had lunch with Remy at novena

didn't go far cos i felt gulity not doing any work..

so wanna just have a quick lunch then head home.

home for a little while

before i headed off to meet up with jing, david and louis for dinner

lols. so yeah as you can guess

barely got any work done at all ^_^

But it was great catching up with them :)

-meHh

2011-04-29T04:59:00.002+08:00

5AM and school's starting in like 3hours time ^_^

Thank you procrastination

and school work...

Experiencing one of the worst sore throat days of my life.

No idea how i got it.

it. just. happened.

And before i knew it.

I couldn't talk.

Even if i tried, no one could hear me. lols :|

I can practically "zhao sia" a whole damn sentence.

It hurts and itches as well...

on the bright side i'm getting better! :D

after the "can't talk period"

i started to sound like i'm crying everytime i speak.

that's according to my cca mates *_* lols

and then to a voice of a guy

that's according to my classmates!

lolols

hope i get better super sooooonnnn

not being able to talk properly is such a torture :(

2011-04-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

Sore throat is seriously killing me now.......

didn't think it'll get till this bad.

Hurts every time i talk and when i try to cough the phlegm out..

its officially the sticky greenish yellow coloured ones.

haha on the brighter note i always feel accomplished and amused..

when my phlegm is thick and greenish yellow XD

ok sorry? trying to cheer myself up here?

lols..

Been really annoyed with my left ear.

it's blocked.

yeah i know i'm just being paranoid...

"omg i think my left ear is gonna go deaf.."

but it has been like i don't know... almost a week i think?

i thought it was getting better

but it just got worst....

it bled.. and i keep hearing that annoying high pitched sound -.-

yesterday when i woke up...

my left ear and eye started to hurt like mad...

and my head started to throb

felt like digging out my eyeball =.=

could only press my hands against my eye and ear

and wait for the pain to go away as i face pillow. lols.

(don't know if it because of my ear that caused the pain in my eye.. but arghh)

That aside...

really busy with school and CCA...

Honestly i keep questioning myself..

how long can i keep this up..

after school today had to rush for meeting..

then in the meeting.. lols

CCA drive and CCA camp meeting..

so i'm like stuck in between.. gosh.

gotta listen to one side and then the other *_*

CCA drive was really arghhhhh

don't really know how to explain it ..

but it caused me and jasmine to go all the way to spotlight

to buy cloth... sighs. Everything is super rush!

I still have a signboard to colour and paste pictures,

A camp shirt to design + (OC shirt(??)),

AGM speech to prepare....

and i'm the Chief Photographer and Assistant head GL ....

So that means before the camp gotta hold around 3 meetings with all the other GLs.... "orz

camp is 13-15 May..

and BDS submission is on 27 May....

Sighs lazy to explain what school work i have now..

but like yeah.

-meHh

Sorry... I hope you could more supportive too. sighs.

2011-04-24T20:24:00.003+08:00

The moment my parents step in my room.

All i can think of is when are they getting the hell out.

2011-04-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

Tiring week...

Yeah it's been a week since school started...

And i'm already feeling so tired everyday :(

Maybe need some time to switch back to the design student's schedule.

sighs.

Not to forget now that i have a cca...

and that cca drive, cca camp and agm is coming up...

:( busy busy busy!

But i love my club though! :) Student Exchange Club! Woo!

but pretty stress sometimes..

being a secretary.... Responsibility!

and taking minutes! hahah

School's been alright i guess...

hating the things we're doing though...

like... branding... omg :|

the name alone bores me already.

really no interest in it ! :(

Argh but thats like the main module!

20 credits? i think ~_~"

Jy mehhzee! Gotta try and like things you don't like!

The module just started! Maybe during the process.. i'll start to like it! :D

or hate it more.. lols.

Gonna learn Maya this year too...

Sure maya looks fun and interesting...

but damn does it scare me :(

It makes Flash seems easy.. (ok joke! flash is still a bitch)

hmm that's about that.

can't remember what else. but yeah...

I keep planning to be constructive and discipline and all...

but but but..

NO PROGRESS (T_T)

i'm so useless.. argh.

Don't give up mehhzee!!! D:

Prioritize !

Anyways..

Good Friday has been a good friday! XD lols

Planned to go library do work...

but that totally failed badly!

firstly i woke up late..

secondly i had late family lunch... Marutama!
(been quite awhile since we had a family lunch with cousin)

thirdly went out to hunt for a new shoe..

(which once again ended up as a failure)

Lastly went out with Remy! :D

We watched "Arthur" !

it was a pretty good show :)

Funny and touching... (we nearly cried.. yes WE lols)

worth the watch!

after which bused down to Esplanade..

the indoor performance... was some chinese traditional music :|

So we thought the outdoor one would suck too

BUT! it didn't and instead saw 2 of Remy's friends performing.

yeah the 2 keyboardist lols. both PBE teachers.

It was a blues/country kinda band.

It made me happy. yes blues makes me happy :D

Went to say hi to them, Ywenna(cool name right!) and Ian.

Had dinner and watched their second set before heading home.

So tired.

But a great way to end my day spending it with remy :)

ok i really gotta sleep now..

just thought of Plan B for the cca booth.. X_X

guess i might not need all the wires after all ~_~'

-meHh

2011-04-16T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hearing all his plans ....

makes me feel so ..

T__T unconstructive.

dammit. :(

what am i doing with my life.

!!!

I NEED A GOAL IN LIFE D:

asides from scoring good gpa and having fun in school...

-depressed-

-lost-

"orz

2011-04-13T02:31:00.003+08:00

Gosh blog's dying.

been updating in another lols.

Well this holiday has been one pretty busy holiday.

Lots of things have happened in such a short period of time.

Made lots of new friends.

My awesome Japanese friends

My awesome SPOT mates ARIEL & FRIENDS ! Booyeah!

My awesome CCA mates SPSEC!

Yes i have a CCA now

believe or not lols. Joined it like 2 weeks ago

and now i'm the secretary of my CCA woo~ (?)

then again yeah old is gold.

been keeping in touch with my old friends as well!

Mar ~ Bestie for like 8+years

always meeting up last minute. haha! "hey wanna meet now?" "uh ok"

anywhere's fine.. we can chat for hours.

Man gotta find some time to meet up with the rest of the clique :(

Miss syl and bel yeah estelle and yvonne too...

Had IPPUDO Tao with awesome grey~

bestie in sec sch and still going strong

but that was like only one date ?! D:

damn that busy girl.

Once again haven't gone out with the clique since like forever T_T

can't be helped though since kp is like i don't know how many miles away.. Canada. psh

Louis.. busy with AHEM and JC i guess.. junkang MIA king as usual

though i did had dinner at chompchomp with jk :) had a great chatting session.

Home jamming session with jing, stacia, yilin, xueying...

miss their retardedness and funny jokes/things they do.

Bullying Sandy.. Oh we still gotta meet up for our starbucks + udders! :(

ah ~ miss my sec sch...

My awesome Poly mates~

have i said like a million times i love my class?

haha can't help it :) h03 is awesome!

Loving the people i hang out with~

Jiarong, Jeslynn, Suiks, Kezia and Izzy!!

And they're gonna stay over tomorrow or like in 12 hours time ^_^

which reminds me i haven't told my mom about it yet. lols

And well.. yeah .. yeah ._.

My more than Awesome Remy! :)

Had a list of things to do together.

but because of our busy schedule.. ... :(

We did go to the Zoo though! ~ *checks off list*

Have been spending every moment i can with him

even if its just for an hour or 15mins

But he still complains about my busyness *3* tsk.

Still love him though. ^_^

i think. *scandals* HAHA joke~ Love you hun.

And school's starting soon ... like in a weeks time!

omg.....

*puts a gun to my head*

I feel so unaccomplished this holiday once again... ahhhh!!

But well.. i did had lots of fun... so.. :)

OK thats that for now

SLEEP

haven't replenished finish from the awesome telunas trip.

ttfn

-meHh

2011-03-22T04:09:00.002+08:00

Today 21/3 Monday

Was really really really enjoyable :)

Talked lots more with the Japanese Students

Especially to the guys which i didn't really talk to much at first.

but now we could actually talk quite alot :D

The girls are as awesome as always. :)

Learned alot from them

Such as about the Japanese Culture...

about japan and their hometown Fukuoka

to even magic tricks xD

Talked most to yuuhei he's like my japanese teacher lols

well ok he teaches me Japanese and i teach him English.

Was really fun talking to him.

Even stayed back till like 1.30 with them

talking lots of nonsense. XD

Arghhh =(

Gonna really really miss them when they leave!!! T___T

-meHh

2011-03-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

damn. tired. and. sleepy.

these few days have been seriously tiring...

wake up at 7AM head to school

go out for the whole day

with lots of walking

everything ends at around 10++++

reached home around 11+++

"orz

Sides from that......

I'm really enjoying myself with the Japanese Students :)

Sure yeah lots of awkward silence here and there

but we somehow do manage to talk and joke around as well

Hosting Miki and Saya was really fun too xD

Would totally host again if i can ~ :)

quick recap. :X

Thursday

-waited for their arrival at around 4(?)

-headed to the apartments at SP

-had dinner

-clementi to get their essential stuff

-head home

Friday

-Mc breaky

-perak museum and red dot museum

-head back to apartment

-home stay

-clarkquay

-home

Sat

-breaky @ yakun

-abrab street and Mosque

-lunch

-Bugis Street

-Boat

-Esplanade

-Mount Fabre

-home

okay shall blog more after everything! "orz

-meHh

Schedule

2011-03-16T18:31:00.003+08:00

Yeah i think its time for me to get a schedule book :|

Feels and know that i have quite alot of stuff on now...

but i don't know when!! :( so can't make any more plans .. for now X_X

Anyways will be hosting Japanese students this weekend! :)

Pretty excited!!... and well nervous.

Will also be helping out throughout the week....

Soo there goes my whole week next week!

Sides from that....

My stitched up mouth is coming to an end! WOO! :D hahah!

Yea gonna be taking out the stitches tomorrow morning...

collect passport and have lunch with Remy

then.. head down to the airport to meet the Japanese Students :)

Eggcited! X)

1 week of liquid food have been hell :(

not supposed to go out either...

but i did. :P

would have died if i stayed at home for a week "orz

15/3 , 16/3

Had the briefing for hosting the Japanese Students

after which waited for Marisa for like an hour.. :| (that idiot)

hahah then we trained down to Bugis to have the foodcourt porridge i was craving for *-*

shopped and slacked around before heading back to my house.

I think we're really getting old.. hahha

shop abit then tired already. ok i blame my wisdom tooth! >:)

everything is linked.

Had our usual htht till we fell asleep :)

(yes late night htht is possible with meeee! I don't fall asleep all the time!) *stares*

rolled over marisa to wake her up for breakfast! :D haha

Met up with Remy at KFC for breaky.

was craving for their porridge..

but by the time it was my turn to order....

-.- "sorry no more porridge" :( :( :( :(

So i watched marisa and remy had their twister meal

as i drank my milo D:

then we went to HANS for my porridge

yes i was determined to have my porridge.

it was a pretty big bowl.. so we 3 ended up sharing 1 bowl of porridge xD

then had yami.. YOGURT!

hahah slowly go to different stations.

slacked and talked :)

glad that they were able to talk quite a lot.

lots of stupid jokes and nonsense XD

it was funny until they started to aim at me D:!

I'LL GET MY REVENGE !!

till then...

-meHh

i gotta pack my room !!! nuuuuu!!

2011-03-14T21:37:00.003+08:00

"Because life goes on until we all die."

wanted to tweet/fb this but ah forget it.

some people are still so caught up by..

OMFG THIS IS NOT MOTHER NATURE THIS IS THE END OF THE WORLD.

oh shut your pie hole -.-

when the world ends it ends.

what are you even capable of doing about when it ends?

fly to the moon and live there?

once again.

"Just saying"

-meHh

2011-03-12T20:10:00.002+08:00

Stuck at home :|

with nothing much to do really sucks.

I'm always feeling tired.

and don't have much mood to anything ~_~

tried packing my room...

pack half way then don't feel like doing so anymore :|

gosh i always leave stuff half done T_T

I really wanna get out of my house!! arghhhh

and i have been eating nothing much but porridge -.-

oh yeah and my medicines :|

can't wait till the dentist takes out my stitches on Thursday

There's so much i wanna do or wanted to do during the holidays

but wth am i doing :(

wasting time...

and why do i keep getting horrible headaches T_T

i don't wanna live of panadol again ~_~

...

:( :( :(

that aside
I'm pretty sure everyone is aware about Japan right now...
It's really heartbreaking and all...
keeps me thinking what if one day Singapore experienced something like that?
Its hard to put myself in their shoes since Singapore is such a safe country...
:| honestly... i don't know i feel pretty hopeless in these kinda situation...
here i am blogging about it.. while people in Japan are struggling to survive..
Indeed lets continue to pray for Japan
and if we could donate no matter what amount to help them :\
i guess thats the least we could do...

-meHh

Byebye wisdom tooth

2011-03-10T22:23:00.003+08:00

So they made me wait for around 30 mins...

which just got me even more nervous.

then some guy came in with a luggage apparently he was the doctor

who was gonna "put me to sleep" don't know whats the other term so yeah.

made me have some horribly bitter medicine

and was asked to wear those blue hair net and coat.

like going hospital those kind

went into the room with the doctor.

the room had like 4 other people in it of cause one was the dentist.

sat in the chair and while the doctor kept talking and talking to me..

he gave me an injection twice on the wrist.

it hurt a little but it was alright. felt all numb...

then he told me he'll give me some "alcoholic drink to drink now"

guess its what will make me sleep.

then they started to make fun like me being drunk and them questioning about my bf.

everyone laughed.. and...

That was all i remember.

the next thing i knew was that i woke up feeling terrible

... woke up feeling all drowsy

freezing ..

and feeling the pain and numbness in my mouth

all i can say is that it wasn't a good experience and

i never wanna experience something like that again.

So now.. time to time i could taste blood in my mouth.

and i'll keep spitting blood out.

it hurts now and then as well..

just by Touching yes TOUCHING my cheeks hurts.

don't even talk about pressing...

and my jaw hurts t00 T___T

omg... and my dentist called not long ago asking how i was and..

that from tomorrow onwards the pain would be worse

and i might have bruises on my face :((((

So he was really serious when he said a week's rest...

i didn't thought it could be this bad.

._.

-meHh

i wanna get well super sooon in an instant please!

frustrated

2011-03-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

Passion turning into Fear

Have been feeling really frustrated ever since the holidays.

Don't get me wrong nothing's wrong with anything. (if that made sense)

I'm enjoying my holidays with my close friends and love ones x)

But hmm okay this has been going on for awhile even before the holidays...

"I'm getting tired and afraid of art and design"

:| My passion for art and design seems to fading...

i don't know. Everytime i face it...

there seems to be something bothering me and my heart feels so weighed down :(

I love my course.. especially my course mates!

But but but D:

I feel like i'm not up for it, that i can't do it and that i'm not good enough.

And i keep getting really disappointed with myself.

Sometimes i think...

"There won't be a difference even if i tried my best, i'm just gonna end up failing again and i'm never good enough even if i keep trying to improve."

Talked this out with Mar...

She was a good listener and advisor :) thanks.

Feel so lost. Sighs.

That's why i couldn't keep my promise on drawing a sketch a day.

*slaps self* :| such a disappointment again

its one of those times when i'm so afraid of the paper and pencil...

so i try my best to avoid it whenever i can :| like literally...

Hope this feeling fades off soon! ;A;

I'll be sketching next week though!

To make up for all the missing sketches..

since i'll be stuck at home for a week (those who know would know i guess)

2011-03-06T02:04:00.002+08:00

Thought i should at least post about today(Saturday 5/3) and about friday and thurday...

Or i won't ever do so D:

Sooo...Lets walk backwards!

Saturday 5/3

Thought i would spend my day at home

Since well... Remy had plans to watch movie with someone else.

So meh. Woke up around 11.30 and realized that mar miss called me.

Still lazing in bed, i called back

She missed called me on friday but ah wells...

chatted, planned to meet up soon, realized we're all busy people...

and then i asked "How about today?"

And so yeah! 8D last minute plans are awesome! hahahha

Met around 1.30+ (when we're supposed to meet at 1.. lols)

looked around Barsher.

then poked at all 3 guitar stores in Bras Basa!

x) time flies when you're looking/ playing with guitars.

Slacked around before she headed off to jap classes at 4.30

and as she went for jap classes.. met remy Lols

cos well he has change of plans.

he accompanied me till 6.30 ...

because thats when mar's class ends LOLS. x)

and yep continued my date with mar~

Had dinner at city hall

after which we slacked and chatted at bras basa till like 11.50PM ...

and we parted ;A;!!!
We'll meet again soon though~ :D

Today was awesome... Mar knows why ! lalala~

i feel bad for feeling bad but yet happy.. LOLS :X

Was awesome catching up with Mar as well ! :D

and awesome cos i kinda KINDA know what guitar i wanna get ( i think... )

Friday 4/3

Had interview at like 5.30 :|

Interview for an exchange programme to Japan!

Like OMG!! *_* but... i was so nervous! :( Could have said more...

don't think i'll be chosen T_T... There's only 12 places!! :(

Anyways after which had dinner at New york New york with Remy :)

Slacked around and chatted at the usual places *_*

:) OH ! and we bought Caffine Free Coke and Diet A&W root beer cream soda!

Was so amazed by them! LOL. Never see before k ._.

Slacked and chatted till like 11+(?)

Then headed home ;A;!!!!!!!!

Time flies.. :(

Thursday 3/3

:D Date with Grey!!!!

Omgggg like finally! x)

WOo~ Had lunch at IPPUDO TAO!

Saw Kohei-san and Gen-san

We were so shocked that Kohei-san actually remembered our names

Ah~ ippudo is so awesome~

not only is the food awesome...

we had free awesome icecream! ..

Haha! After we finished our ramen + gyoza + shrimp bun... ah so full~

Then the waitress came and asked us to choose our dessert.

We were like uhhh its ok we don't need/want any dessert...

then she said noonoo free from Gen-san

O_O! and yes of cos we choose our dessert! hahha

Grey had sesame while i had green tea!

Though i really hate green tea..

Their green tea icecream is really goooooddd!

Ah ! And the icecream they gave was actually pretty big still got biscuit! x)

Omg! GEN-SAN IS AWESOME! X) Thank you~ :D

hahhaha. must go back again next time! :)

After lunch we headed down to far east.

Wanted to shop for some ._. dresses heh

but didn't get any in the end D:

I think we talked more then we shopped LOLS :X

Can't help it ahhhh so much to catch up on! x)

Went to Heeren too.

where i got 2 shirts both with the same print LOLS different colour and cutting though.

Checked out Maestro and scape

thats when i realised they have stock for my guitar already! SD2CE! :D

hmmm i don't know.. D:

it doesn't sound as awesome anymore argh.. SD3CE sounded better.. lols

We then parted at cityhall around 5(?) ;A;!!!

nooO T__T *hugsshugss*

Must have another outing!!! :)

Another Awesome day catching up with my close awesome friends :D

-meHh

ok time to sleep. lols. *-*

2011-03-02T08:30:00.005+08:00

Friday knocked out from 4PM till the next day 11.30AM (19.5hrs)

Monday T__T knocked out at Suik's house from 11.30PM till the next day 11.30AM (12hrs)

Tuesday knocked out from 5PM till the next day 8.30AM (15.5hrs)

LOLS

X_X omg...

I need to stop making "naps" into long hours of sleep !!! HAHAH

but yeah omg damn tired!

Sleep all my puffy eyes and eye bags away *-*

ANYWAYS

YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSS

ITS THE DAMN FREAKING HOLIDAYS !!!!!!! OMGGG

*BANGSWALL* YES IT'S NOT A DREAM!!!!! >:D

omg with all this work load done... i feel so free . i believe i can fly~

x) I'm sooo gonna spend my holidays wisely.. i hope.

hahha

Last submission on Monday!

DCC! 2 freaking credits

yet i spent like 5hours making a bloody box!!!

hey hey my box got a drawer and can open the lid k!

that's why it took so long to make "orz

Seriously i never knew time flew by so fast when i was making the box...

lols imagine i just sat there for 5 hours straight making the box -.-

and because of the BOX.. i didn't have enough time to finish the actual assignments!!!
LOLS =.=""" totally rush all of them T_T

i still had to rush to school on submission day to finish my work :(

omg... didn't know outlining could take so long...

Thank goodness for awesome friends! ;A;!! Lol they helped me outline !!! X)))

omggg LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

first suik and kez offered help then jes and jiarong came over to help too

HEEE xD *HUGGSSS* don't think i could have finish without them lol :X

and YES SUBMISSION COMPLETED! :D

After which we had a class BBQ at suik's house!

Yep after submissions

(so yea i was really tired!!! didn't sleep on sunday and barely slept at all on saturday!)

we were given like $210 by the school

omggg~ so we bought lots of food *-*

BBQ was kinda like a bonding time too hahah

had a little chat session, jamming session, card session~ etc

Oh and we had some vodka ! x)

weee~ wants more! haahah

All in all BBQ was fun~!!!!

>:D everyone left around 10+PM ...

while Jeslynn, Jiarong, Kezia and i stayed over at Suik's house! XD

I'm assuming that it was fun......

cause i totally knocked out after i bathed at like 11+PM ....... -.-''''

while the rest stayed up till like 6AM?...

woke up realizing that i slept the whole night away and felt really depressed :(

TTATT I FEEL TOTALLY LEFT OUT !!! AHHH T_T *emos*

nvm its OK!!!

We'll have another stay over I DON'T CARE!!! D:<

hahah that said.. i'm really tired still x)

waiting for grey's reply first!

Not sure if going out today or tmr! *_* lols

-meHh

Sleeping never felt so awesome

2011-02-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

;A; !!! It has been awhile....

Last few weeks have been like a living hell :(

Super hectic..

and to think that its finally coming to an end!!! omggggg ;A; !!!
I do admit i have been my super lazy self as usual and been procrastinating lots...

:( which seriously caused a lot of stress and rush of work.

i swear my heart feels like its gonna jump out during those times....

Almost all my work was super last minute done...

And i mean like last minute change of idea last minute complete...

An example would be for VDS i chose the photography category...

i changed my ideas for more than 6 times -.- no joke.

Worst was the 3rd idea, i was pretty sure i was gonna use it..

So i called up my friend, marisa to arrange a schedule to meet up and shoot.

Did the night shot from 5PM to 11PM ...

next day planned to do the morning and afternoon shot

but before that i went to school and consulted my teacher.

and she said "Its something anybody can do." ...

In other words i had to think of something else..

Change of idea?...

At that moment, i felt damn lost and panicked a little on the inside.

But tried to stay cool and calm...

Marisa tried to brainstorm with me.. spent the whole day...

Took some shots but it didn't work out in the end..

Stay home the next day and tried to squeeze out some new idea again

Seriously a nightmare and super stress... -.-

Did so many trails.... on mirrors, KitKat, McDonald... but all failed.

Then finally settled on the theme "insomnia"

Not very satisfied with it :(

But I'm just really REALLY glad its done.

Oh and after i submitted this...

one of the lecturers called me up and told me some mistakes about it.

~_~ I know its for my best and stuff like how i can improve

but wth seriously? must you really tell me straight after submission?!

Sighs. OK i just left really shitty that day :|

All my other submissions are really...

i've got nothing to say :|

So disappointed in myself......

argh !

;A; !!!

OK MEHHZEE! DON'T LOOK BACK TO THE PAST!!!

LOOK FORWARD AND DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE!!!

yes yes positive attitude!! >=)

Hahah and now someone is chasing me to do work!

yeahh last submission tmr!!! and i barely started

*slapself* :(

OK CYA

YES CYA SOON HOLIDAYS!

-meHh

2011-02-11T09:29:00.002+08:00

So i bought this from SP's Flea market...

Lols So cute right! hahahah. Well this cost me 20$ D:

But its cute ! Mom was betting with me how long it will last tsk!

It can last for 100 years k! So they say....

So excited to see how big it'll grow ;D

-meHh

2011-02-09T01:44:00.002+08:00

Its gonna be one whole hectic week ahead!!! :(

Or more like it already is... sighs.

2 assignments down 7 more to go D:

I hate how I still feel so slack and am not putting in effort :|

sighs. I'm losing all my motivation drive...

And always ending up doing super super super last minute work :\

Which sucks...

Lecturers complained about that to my parents too..
ARGH! Mehhzee you gotta buck up! >:(

I don't wanna feel disappointed in myself again and regret not putting in more effort.

Sides from that...

CRS presentation was alright :D

In fact had quite abit of fun hahaha.

What's more awesome is the awesome class i have!

We lohei-ed after CRS presentation was over !

:D Damn mad and fun ahhaha

Everyone screaming away as the ingredients fall out of the plate even onto the floor.

In the middle of lohei-ing suddenly one chopstick appeared in it...

but we continued to lohei.. yeah lohei the chopstick too LOLS joke xD

Seriously i think what's keeping me going

and keeping me alive till now

is partly because of the awesome class and awesome friends i have :)

03 IS AWESOME! OHYEAH!

hahah.

-meHh

ok i'm really tired NIGHTS!

2011-02-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

Just submitted one of the big projects...

Never felt so depressed over work for awhile :(

Feel so disappointed in myself argh. Dammit.

2011-01-29T21:28:00.004+08:00

Before:

After:

D: My fringe has changed direction!! \\\ to ///
Did a last min haircut for chinese new year.

Went to some korean hair salon at novena.

Gosh all of them were koreans! So their english were pretty much horrible.

So hard to communicate >_> did mostly hand actions lols.

Just kinda went by the flow of however they wanted to cut my hair

I just emphasized that i didn't want to cut very short.

Wait quite awhile to cut my hair...

And as the lady started to cut my hair another one came by and they started talking..

and talking... then another came as well.

So there were like 3 Korean ladies surrounding me chatting away ._.

Seriously, she chat and cut my hair -.-

sometimes she'll cut cut.. then talk and give hand emphasis then cut again.

Well.. it was a weird experience i guess..

._. don't think i'll ever go back there to cut though

Might cut bangs during the holiday.. since the fringe i have now really irritates my eyes D:

Sighs... I've been playing too much games!! T_T

Tinierme, tilt to live and PvZ !!!

Omg so addictive!!! Yeah i'm procrastinating badly :(

-meHh

needs to start work like NOW ok bye!

2011-01-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

Really puzzled over assignments...

Ideas keep getting rejected or said to be not good enough.. sighs.

So i tried my best to come up with more ideas...

was even sketching in the train as random ideas popped into my mind -.-

nico talked to me and asked how i was doing...

discussed with him some of my ideas..

and of all he liked the one which i doodled on the train and decided to scrap it

:( and now he wants me to work on it...

Kinda half hearted to do it...

ARGH! But i don't have much time...

how what should i do... :(
I wanna do something i like too.. Sighs...

Just really tired now.

Really tired always i think. :|

After staying back in school to discuss CRS and do some work..

Headed down to busgis and waited for like an hour+ for remy

he ended at like 10.40 today when his work ends at 9.20

Political stuff at work sighs.

And because of that 2 nicest receptionist got fired :(

And because of that instead of all 3 well deserved make up lessons i paid for..

has turned into 1... (atleastikindaknowhimtooorithinkiwonthaveanyatall) still! Argh!

-.-

Anyways watched him have bakuteh while i poke at it, cope some soup. :)

and after which he sent me home.

Andand Mom's home from Hong Kong! :D

She bought me like 6 books from PAGEONE! AWESOME ! :D WOOO! ~

Appreciate/love books so much :)

-is happy- hahahaha

sides from that i really don't feel like doing any work! hahah

*getshot*

I love my awesome classmates ! :D

-meHh

2011-01-23T19:37:00.003+08:00

22/1/11 - Saturday

Spent my whole day out of the house ;A;

;A; because i feel guilty for not doing anything!

Anyways went out with Remy.

I don't really care if people know now ;A;

Since we keep bumping into them "orz

Met a secondary sch friend at PlazaSing

Ummm forgot what's her name... :|

But i know her and he knows her more than i do. and well yeah.

*_* Haven't bump into any of my friends yet though...

Maybe cause i don't have much friends like he does..

... That sounds sad.. LOLS ;A;

Met at around 1PM and trained down to Dhoby.

Bought 5.30PM tickets for "Season of the witch"

Oh and the tickets were given to him by his student

So free movie ! yay ;D

Ate lunch at Nando's and headed to National Museum!

He needed to go to a museum for an assignment.

Any museum so he says. So yeah!

Lucky us they were having some Volcano Museum.

Was really interesting.

They showed real live humans who died in during the eruption...

not because of the lava but because of pyroclastic flow

which is extremely hot gases emitted by the Volcanic eruption

(yay for learning geography)

It was pretty freaky knowing that they are REAL..

though it was mixed with plastic.

Kinda looks like stone figures without faces.

Just the shape of a human.

Didn't take any photos of it cause it was seriously freaky...

There were exhibition of items with were found after the pyroclastion as well.

Pretty cool :o

Learned about some romans stuff. Knowledge!

By the way the figure 3rd from the right is apparently Hercules.

There was also another small photography exhibition.

Where they should old pictures taken by old cameras. (lols?)

The photos looks really cool! D:

Had a hard time convincing myself that it was a photo

and not a drawing/painting.

Here's some of the cool old cameras exhibited.

Old studio camera.
Old Black bird?
This camera is super super super small.

Damn should have took a photo with my hand there to compare it ._.

Anways had fun at the Museum :)

Lucky us that it was interesting not like some cultural stuff.

Headed back to PS to catch the movie! :D

Season of the Witch!

Hmmm.. Plot wise was alright i guess... pretty boring i think.

But it was pretty exciting and well.. scary. :X

Umm i don't know i won't really recommend it.

I mean in the end the heros dies. D: wth.

Well had a great day though.

Filled with lots of guilt.. hahah JOKE!

I feel guilty everday. Even now when i'm blogging.

Haven't done anything at all today(sunday) -.-

Except finishing my DCC creative process map in the morning...

Though i was supposed to finish it on friday.. lols :X

okay i should seriously start doing my work .... ;A;

-meHh

yeah right like i would.. Sighs.

2011-01-23T19:31:00.003+08:00

What i really want right now!!!

- a weighted key keyboard!! ;A; CLAVINOVA!!

So i can play without feeling all embarrassed cause i really suck at the piano..

and i can play all night long and not disturb anyone... :(

Sighs and my elec guitar is screwed too...

the place where you connect the wire broke off ;A;

I see my effect pedal rotting at corner...

Wants a new electric guitar too! D:

-meHh

Hi i really hate school work right now.

Hate it so much i feel like i hate school.

Thank goodness i have awesome classmate.

Or i'll just rot and die in a corner and most probably.

Quit school.

Sighs. I need help :(

2011-01-20T17:50:00.002+08:00

Aside from the sad talk...

Lots of things have happened in and out of school :)

Feel like i have bonded lots with my awesome classmates

Though i'm sure we can still be closer and get to know each other more :D

Oh and our awesome lecturer .. SHIRLYNN!

GOT MARRIED! :D CONGRATULATIONS!!

Not that she'll actually see me congratulate her here but well yeah.

I did write her a card and went to her wedding! :)

She's so pretty! *-* heh really happy for her :)

and she has a super cool surname now!!!

Shirylnn JACOBS! wooo!

And her husband well... He's damn cool too!

Thought at first he was some quiet, shy guy... But we were WRONG!

On monday night 17/1 we held a little celebration for Shirlynn...

When Matt (shirylnn's husband) told us stories how he and shirlynn met and stuff..

It was just simply hilarious ! :D

Laughed lots :)

umm ok can't really remember what other things are there..

Oh! Some random stuff happened to me..

1. some random guy called me and asked me ...

"Hello are you from SP? Do you want to join a guitar competition? Someone recommended you."

Seriously?! LOLS who on earth recommended me! D: My guitar skills are shitty!

Anyways the phone got cut off so yeah ~

2. some random lady came up to me and asked me...

"Hello we are holding this projects and we need teenagers as models. Can I have your name and number?"

!!! she didn't even asked if i was interested or not. X_X lols.

and well yeah more lack of sleep because of school assignments...

playing cards in class because we're bored and don't wanna do our work...

sleeping in class because i'm tired and i tried my best to stay awake.

Having terrible headaches because i always do.

Just trying to cope with work

-meHh

2011-01-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

Watched HIMYM to keep my mind from thinking about stuff that makes me :(

but once the show ends it just pops into my mind...

Sighs.

I can't keep this going.

But what can i do? :(((

Frustrated and irritated with myself.

And its keeping me from doing my work too. Sighs..

2011-01-10T22:16:00.004+08:00

Resolution

2011-01-01T01:36:00.002+08:00

Kinda lazy to edit my 2010 sum up ><

So i'll write down my 2011 resolution first heh :)

2011 Resolution :

- Keep up/maintain my grades (which i have zero confidence in..) :|

- Exercise daily like how i used to everyday at 7pm!

- Go for morning jogs occasionally

- Play the guitar regularly

- Play the piano ... uh occasionally

- Draw daily. At least 1 drawing a day!

- Procrastinate less and be more consistent in my work

- Stop depending too much on friends to get me started on work (which i'm very thankful for!)

- Join a CCA ASAP

- Be more alert with my surroundings/ less blur/ stop getting laughed at

- Stop being tsundere D:

- Be more matured! (and maybe more feminine ><) 18 in 2011 no more calling me kid! >:(

- Improve in camera and drawing skills

- Start using my tablet more often

- Start trusting people again

- Don't think too far/make small issues big + don't expect things

- Be more sociable

- Be happy

- Be a good daughter (stop disappointing parents..)

._____. eh i think i can continue to write this .. but

yeah those are the main stuff i think xD

oh and

STOP BEING SO LAZY !

-meHh

2011 HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-01-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO 2011 !!!!!

BYEBYE 2010 !!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

:) Omg 2010 seriously just flew by...

I still feel the same! hahhaha

So many things happened in 2010.

New school, new friends, no more studying, piles of projects and assignments...

And well honestly speaking I think I changed quite a bit in 2010

heh. In a good way.. I think :P

Little sum up of 2010 :)

(well at least on the stuff that i can still remember..)

Entered Singapore Polytechnic

Visual Communication and Design (WOO!)

for the first Semester... had common foundation (CF)

Learnt lots of new stuff.

silk screen, acrylic painting, wire sculpting, brick boy, 3D world, poster, name cards...

didn't sleep for 2 nights to do projects.

stayed over at friend's place (FOR THE FIRST TIME)

where we chionged work together.

Had 5 friends staying over at my place (FIRST TIME SO MANY PEOPLE)

where we also chionged work together in my room and had bakuteh at 3AM

Oh and instead of studying from books and stuff ...

We have tons of projects ...

So instead of having exams we have deadlines!

I wouldn't really say its better/easier... kinda stress actually...

gotta be really consistent or bare the consequences of burning the midnight oil

which kinda happens like always hahahha

Hmm i'm not really close to my CF class friends...

not all of them... but i had a really great time with them in SEM1 ! :)

Kinda miss CF :(

Miss chionging work, tonning nights and stressing out together HAHHA

SEM2 we all went to our own courses class. :(

in other words we were separated!

Really glad that my closest friends, Jeslynn and Mel are still in the same class as me!!! :D

Had a DVMD Malaysia trip in September.

Roomed with Jeslynn, Mel and Isabelle! Ahh.. good times :)

We also got to know our new classmates better through the trip.

Putting up a skit together "the waterbottle girl" adapted from the little matchstick girl.

Had tons of fun ! Would definately love another DVMD Trip!

Really LOVE my class now :)

Met new friends such as Suikee, Jiarong, Evan, Keiza, Yusman, Weile, Edwin, Evelyn, Izzy

yep their the one's i'm closer to in class...

hope i'll be closer to the rest and closer to the one's i'm already kinda close to! (>_<)

WOO ! DVMD 03 IS AWESOME!!!

because i have AWESOME CLASSMATES!!! :D

yeah.. their just awesome. AWESOME!

though we haven't been together for long...

I think we're quite a bonded class.

Of course there's still cliques here and there. but yeah :)

Hope we'll be more bonded this 2011 :D

(okay... not really sure what to talk about already)

Uhh uhhh

Oh yeah...

I remembered how i complained early this year about being in the wrong school and wrong course. hahahha

Kinda still am sometimes.

I might complain once in awhile..

I'm really glad i'm in SP's DVMD :)

WOO 2011 PLEASE BE NICE TO ME! :D

-meHh

24 + 25/12/10

2010-12-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

Christmas Eve 24/12/2010

Spent my Christmas eve night at Esplanade and Marina Sands :)

Had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market... like finally

and finally crossed the bridge and been to marina sands.

Best Christmas Eve ever :D

Christmas 25/12/10

Slept my morning away as usual

and lazed around at home watching dramas.

Headed out at night and watched Tony and Paul perform

A small gig just singer, guitarist and keyboardist...

but they were really good.

Sad that there wasn't much audience because they performed at some ulu place. (safra)

mostly just us clapping and supporting them :D

stayed for both sets so like 8.30 - 10.30

after which we headed down to dohby and watched Gulliver's Travel

11.40PM show lols (Y)

meh. the show wasn't really good.

But there were some funny parts... :\ Not worth to watch in theaters though.

Anyways what's best is Tony threw popcorn at the guy infront of him (Y)

power la. lol

headed home after that.

all in all Christmas eve and Christmas was great this 2010 :D

-meHh

2011 please be nice to me!

2010-12-31T00:21:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to forget stuff. :(((

like what happened ytd..

And when i finally remembered... it felt like it was last week but not ytd kinda thing

argh. you get what i mean right? right? D:

Anyways.

quick some up before i forget again!!!

Monday

Mar came over to stay :)

(she didn't planned to stay but in the end.. yeah hahah kinda knew she would stay in the end)

tried to chiong work

yes TRIED hahahah

ended up chatting and catching up.

but yeah we did do quite abit :)

watched "Yes Man" before we headed to bed at like 3AM x)

And while watching...

found out that there was a cockroach in my room -.-

a small one but still.. yeah i freaked out :(

still no idea where it is now.

so i shall convince myself that it has flew out of the room :)

mar left first thing in the morning cos she had something on anyways.

Tuesday

so mar left.. then Remy came.

watched "The curious case of Benjamin Button"

was a good and touching movie :'(

yea hahha i think this holiday i watched alot of movies -.-

at home and at the theater

Watched Hp7, Rapunzel, Narnia and Gullivers travels in the theaters.

At home...

hmmm stepup2, sherlock holmes, yes man, benjamin buttons, 500 days of summer,

marley and me, spy next door, pan's labybrinth, g-force, bolt, hotel for dogs, golden compass....

can't remember what others but yep

i watched quite alot ._.

had dinner and ate swensens brownie which definately could not beat billy bombers!

then he left for church.

Wednesday

Think this is the day i did my flash.

yep should be ._. cause i'm almost done with flash!

Still can't put myself to just add in the credits and finish it

lazy. D: hahha

Oh and i had SteamBoat buffet at night! :D

Super full ...

Spammed golden mushroom till there was none left :(

after which had a nice cold dessert before heading home.

(almost died. so full )

Thursday

Well i practically slept the whole day...

woke up late.

fell back to sleep.

woke up and used the computer for awhile

lazed in bed

watch some drama

play some guitar

got no homework done :(((

Friday

HOLY SHIT!
ITS NEW YEAR'S EVEEEE!! :O

hmm

Most probably gonna spend my morning/afternoon with grey and maybe jk

:) Haven't seen them in awhile :((((

then i'll head home and hope i'll be able to see some fireworks from my kitchen window hahah

-meHh

Merry Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T03:57:00.003+08:00

:) MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

i had a great christmas eve and christmas in the end. :)

And I feel very fruitful these few days

Must really thank my dearest Jeslynn!!!

Jeslynn stayed over on the 22/12

where we chionged our work till like 2+AM?

though she accomplished like twice the amount of mine >_<

like literally... hhhahha

Think I wouldn't have been able to do so much work if she didn't stay over.

._.

had some htht at night

AMAZINGLY...

She managed to wake up say around 8 (?) auto...

said she kept waking up.

And i woke up when the alarm rang at 10AM .

did abit of work.

ok she did abit of work while i was busy with other stuff..

before we headed to town :)

Shopped for her family's Christmas gift.

She bought each a gift...

Honestly... it made me feel like a horrible child :( IDIOT!

Since there was no starbucks.

We rest and relaxed at coffeebeans instead.

the same BUT not the same!!! hahah

bought a large cafe caramel (which is super sweet please don't every buy)

while she bought a hazelnut/mocha frappé

Oh and when we left Jeslynn almost knocked down my large glass cup *__*

omg my heart stopped for a moment when i saw it 1/4 of the edge...

Then we took neoprints! :)

And parted ways :(((((

Argh still feel bad... T___T

JESLYNNNNN HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU!!!! D:

*SLIMS ALL OVER YOU*

sides from that. Enjoyed my time spent with Jeslynn.

Really missed her when she went MIA for 9days :(((

Taiwan la Taiwan! Oh and thanks again for the gifts !!

:) LOVE YOU LOTS!

All in all had a great Christmas eve and Christmas

The best ever in fact :)

And i have finally been to marina sands! hahhaha

Never knew that the Casino was inside the shopping mall

or that there was even a shopping mall -.-

Always thought that the Casino was inside the Hotel...

And i think this is the first time i stayed till so late at town. :P

Ahh ok.. really tired and sleepy :)

Once again Merry Christmas all!!!!

-meHh

Feeling sad

2010-12-18T23:34:00.004+08:00

There's seriously so much work to do :(

And i don't have any mood to start on them at all.

Mehhzee you're gonna be so screwed.

That aside.

Its the holidays! And i still haven't gone out with so many people ;A;

Christmas's coming, New year's coming...

Not sure why but it makes me miss them even more.

Really miss them.

Like really really :(

"So little time so much to do"

Totally understand that.

Sighs.

Didn't have time to put up the Christmas tree this year either

Dad keeps flying overseas for work

Bro's in NS

Mom needs to accompany grandma

And i have lots of work to do

Was looking out of the window.

Was a nice and breezy night.

Stared across the road and saw this house

where Christmas lights were hung and i could see a Christmas tree.

Could also see people sitting around the Christmas tree.

Kinda felt sad after i saw that.

I mean like happy and sad. :(

kept thinking of how i'll spend my Christmas.

How awesome it'll be.

But looks like this Christmas won't be as awesome as i thought huh

Can't help but feel a little sad.

-meHh

2010-12-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep for a day and totally died on the next D:

Today slept throughout the whole DCC lesson.

lols like seriously... when he started talking like music to my hears...

I fell asleep. *-*

Had a good sleep.

No idea why am i so tired :(

During the first semester...

Not sleeping for 2 days was even possible!

And now just 1 and its killing me :(

So today slept during lessons, went home straight after and

drop dead on the bed again lols.

Oh yeah and CRS!

argh! Seriously hate Fairus -.-

Asked her whats her email...

then she said "f side"

so i'm like what???? f side?

then she's like "Yes f side. My name"

still confused.. i asked how does she spell it

i repeated my self for more than 3 times "f side? how do you spell it?"

And she just kept repeating "F side!" (each time getting slightly more frustrated)

Hello! LIKE I'M NOT TOO!! YOU'RE NOT EVEN ANSWERING MY QUESTION!

Then after awhile Mel asked...

"f-s-a-i-d?"

and she replied "yes, f side" =.=
SERIOUSLY?

do we look like Malay to you and know that said is pronounced as side in malay?!

*irritated*

But aside from that i kinda like CRS (critical reasoning skill)

in some short of way...

Fairuz isn't all that bad... she just sucks (ok contradicting! hahah)

I kinda like CRS as i'm able to voice my opinion hahah. (kinda like arguing sometimes)

And i prefer FC1's chicken rice to FC2's ! but FC2's chicken nicer LOL

craving for Minced pork noodles! :(

AND!!! HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!! WOOO!

but shit loads of homework.

sighs

-meHh

oh and did i mention? I love my class :)

2010-12-09T07:28:00.003+08:00

TANTRUM!!!!
Did not freaking sleep today! FOR NARNIA!!!
hahahha

Stayed up to do DCC's assignment which is like due in 3 hours time

and... I have yet to finish ^^" lalalla~

Honestly speaking i think we could have finished it way earlier and went to bed.

hahahah *stares at Jeslynn*

But ah.. oh wells x)

now we've got reasons to sleep in class!! hahah jkjk...

And i think i should change my blog theme/colour soon...

I wanna white background! x)

But too lazy to do so ;A; ...

And i know once i start it'll take a long time... hahaha

Soo many blogs to keep up to too.. (lols >_<)

Ok time to get back to work!

Argh! Holidays are coming sooooon!!!

Super can't wait! BUT!!!

we have like a whole lot of work to do...

LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! D:

Its not a holiday anymore :(

Even gonna launch CA3 this friday. Like whattttt? *getshoot*

meh. Enough of complaining...

WORK!!!
-meHh

I hope all goes well, don't wanna spend a sad holiday.

Train - Shake Up Christmas

2010-12-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

WOO! My other happy Christmas song.

Now I won't have just one song on replay for the whole day :D

"Shake it up! Shake up the happiness! Wake it up! Wake up the Happiness!

Come on ya'll it's Christmas time" :)

This kinda cheered me up a little heh.

Haven't been really productive today..

All I could think about was the guitar and Clavinova I'm dying to get.

Oh and the Macbook ... .__.

Its like either one of the 3!!! :(

Only told my mom I want a Macbook haven't told her about the guitar or piano yet heh.

Maybe I'll make a deal with her that I use some of my savings to pay then the rest she pay

and next time I work then pay her back :3

haha!

Okok work work!!!! SUBMISSION IS LIKE TOMORROW MEHHZEE!!! :(

I'm puzzled because I have no idea colour to colour my birds, clouds and hearts!

Don't know what to draw on the flag either.. ARGH! :((((

Maybe i'll do sketchbook first and write the 40word description thingy

-meHh

When i keep thinking how i shouldn't be upset this Christmas

the sadness and hurt starts to slowly fade away,

2010-12-06T03:18:00.004+08:00

Hi Happy Blog.

I promised I'll try to blog only happy things here.

But I'm really very depressed right now.

I can't keep lying to myself. it isn't working.

Blogging privately to myself ain't working either.

So I'm spilling it out on you.

I'm Sorry :(

I feel so hurt.

And this hurt is keeping me from doing my work...

How am I supposed to do something that is under a happy theme

when I'm feeling so sad right now.

And submission is like on tuesday.

Thats a day from now :(

I'm trying my best not to think about it and not get affected by it...

But... it keeps coming back.

I want my happy december back :(((

sighs

-meHh

CHEER UP ! >:D

Christmas Lights

2010-12-04T10:25:00.001+08:00

Think i've been spamming loads to people already...

But... YES I'M SUPER EGGCITED FOR CHRISTMAS THIS YEARRRR ! :D

Coldplay's Christmas Lights just keeps me super happy and

reminds me its gonna be a Happy December this year everytime i feel kinda down because of work and other stuff ...

:) Even the rain makes me happy.

Like its snowing!!!.. rain xD

Not very sure why i'm so happy this December...

Just is! haha! No its not because of .. yeah..

Maybe... PARTLY .. hahaha

Guess its also because i've not seen my close friends for such a long time (feels like ages!)

So really excited to see them soon during the short December holidays!

Also made quite a few plans to go out with poly mates and have stay over x)

Oh and prawning and gmax(?) hahaha ! :D

Haven't had a happy Christmas since i can remember....

I mostly celebrate it.. ok we don't haha!

Last time i (barely) remember when i celebrated Christmas was like more than 5 years ago

When i celebrated it with my family at Australia

We climbed this tall tall tall tall building/bridge (told you i barely remembered it)

and at 12AM sharp when we reached the top we could see fire works at NorthSouthEastWest.

It was an amazing site (should be) ..

But seriously i couldn't really remembered it till my mom told me about it :|

Think I'll be putting up the Christmas Tree this time :D

I think... .____. I mean I want to!!!

but it was fun last time when we put it up together... with bro..

and now he's still serving NS... So yeah D:

Ahh anyways! It still a Happy December! yepyep! :D

Cheer up mehhzee!

Nothings gonna stop you from having a Happy December and Christmas! :)

Just love this song! Have been setting it on loop on youtube for like FOREVER! :D

Gotta buy this song!! >:( haha

-meHh

Sighs gotta just type this out even when i know i still have lots of work to do.

Gotta get some things off my mind.

I wanna stay happy even when there's things that is making me sad... argh! :(

Don't think about it! *hugs self* heh

2010-12-01T02:42:00.002+08:00

>_<>Freaking out. but not either.. -.-''???

Anyways... Font design is almost done wooo!! :D

&&& i think Cobus is very hot! >< *shy*

I just had to type this out D:

Because i remembered i told someone i think he's hot and they were like what????

And give me that "you serious?" look :(((

... D: i don't care what you say!!! he's hot!!

AND AN AWESOME DRUMMERR!! :D

Getting high listening to his covers.

hahahha ok i think i'm losing my mind "orz

Need SLEEP!

NIGHTS!!

-meHh

2010-11-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

I'M GONNA FREAKING FINISH MY FONT DESIGN BY THIS WEEK! >:(

even though i haven't started yet -.-

Cos i still can't make up my mind which to do ARGHHH!

!@##%(*^!@#*#&_)*!@_#)!@#

2010-11-24T13:10:00.004+08:00

Sighs... Decided to seriously do some work today... but printer died on me. -.-

So research pasting is gonna go on hold...

I know i know do something else then...

But you know i already planned to do that and like was all like "Alright! Lets do this!"

and then the planned failed...

and now i can't help but feel like.

(omgwthnomoodtodoworkalreadyiwanttodosomethingbutbutbutbut)

ok just kinda suckish -.-

At least i did SOME work though... Sighs.

Then i decided to edit some photos again hahaha

Tried some new methods.

Ahhhh omg..

I miss all of you :(((

Miss all the silly things we did in and out of class. T_T

3/4 PEACE! :D
the (Y) awesomenesses!!! :)
GB!

1/2peace!

Mar! Since 2000.

-meHh

2010-11-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

:( just as i thought.

Another Unproductive day! Arghhhh! :((((

Tried addicting photos again ><

Omg addictive HAHAH

Hmm.. and yeah..

Just another day that I don't feel like doing anything..

sighs :(

-meHh

2010-11-21T00:21:00.005+08:00

:( :( :( Yes i'm sad.

:) :) :) But i'm trying to be happy.

Wasted my whole Saturday away AGAIN. -.-

Woke up at around 2+PM today.

Damn so tired...

Got some stuff on my mind and it really bothered me... sighs.

Slacked around and napped again

Till around 6.30 and headed out for dinner.

Had dinner at Long beach! Nope not the one at east coast

Its at some cool ulu place heh.

Met my eema and dai eema(mom's sisters) and

ellie! (my little cute 10year old Australian cousin)

:D She's seriously damn cute!!!

Photo's in mom's camera. Lazy to upload now... aw too bad.

haha anyways had a good dinner :D

Crabs, prawns, eel... ~ yummm

But best of all...

My dad thought that BARNEY is an ALLIGATOR! LOLS

the convo was even funnier.

Dad: So does she still like that show? (she referring to my cousin)

Aunt: Which show? (everyone blur)

Dad: That show.. what's that name... the alligator show.

Aunt: What allegator show?

The kids: * shrugs* Can't remember watching any alligator show

Dad: The show that always show the alligator!

Aunt: Oh! Steve Erwin is it? *Laughs*

Dad: haha! Do you still watch it?

Ellie: *nods head* yeah. The man who fights with alligators.

Dad: No! Not that show! Its a cartoon!

Everyone: *confused* Huh? What show?

Dad: The Alligator always dance one! Jonathan and Melissa when young also always watch!

Everyone: *LOLS* BARNEY?! BARNEY IS NOT AN ALLIGATOR !!!

Dad: Huh? It is an alligator!!!

Everyone: Its a dinosaur!!!

Dad: No what an alligator!

And we had to explain to him and stuffz

Like sing the song. "barney is a DINOSAUR" HAHA

Joke!!! After all these years....

My dad thought barney is an alligator "orz

Then reached home.. like around 10pm

didn't wanna do work...

So decided to try editing photos :D

Lomo effect !!! wooo! :o

haha edited the one above too :>

Nothing much though but yeah hahaha

-meHh

milo and tv time!

2010-11-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

Bothered....

2010-11-13T12:45:00.002+08:00

Argh Don't think i can start work if i didn't blog first :(

The days have been both good and bad...

School? Definately still stuck at the bad side ;A;

Still feeling lost... Apparently my cousin is doing well...

and he has been selected to go overseas for his internship

but he doesn't really wanna go.

That freaking stupid bastard :(

Jealous much!!! and he doesn't wanna go huattt?

Aunt and mom has been asking me to talk to him and try to convince him...

Seriously what can i do man... but i'll try i guess..

Looking back at myself :(

I feel like such a loser...

Why the hell am i feeling so freaking tired

when i haven't even started doing much work or tired my best yet -.-

After effects from semester 1? sighs.

having Zero confidence in everything now...

Worst is when there are expectations...

Or expectations from myself? argh i don't know T__T

Why do i feel like this.. why now :(

All I want to do now is get all this work and assignments done any O how

and enjoy the short 2 weeks holidays

(noooo melissa don't think like that!!) T__T

Well good side? hmmmm

That class is pretty enjoyable with my awesome classmates.

And well... All is well all is well...

haha. Gotta look on the bright side of life!!! wooo!

Think i'm talking nonsense here -.-

So sleepy T_T but gotta do work!

ahhh ok later

-meHh

2010-11-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

One reason why I love London
MINSTRELS!!!!
OH YEAH!! <3_<3
Aunt just came into the room and gave me a packet of Minstrels
Apparently her friend just came back from London.
Wooooo!! Is happy! :D
If one day i go London i'm so gonna buy a whole box of it and mail it back home x)

Hahaha ok aside from that....
I think school is killing me :(
Don't think i can keep this up.... I can totally see myself screwing this sem "orz
arghhhhhh!!! No inspiration and no ideas for any of the project *getshot*
:|
Well on the brighter note...
Finally got some stuff off my mind...
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Still so happy about it >///<
Heh. All i needed to do was ask... Sighs stupid me.

-meHh
How how how i'm still procrastinating like maddddd

2010-11-07T13:57:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for not being that perfect daughter you always wanted.
Why don't you just kill me then.
Seriously go ahead i'm tired of all this too.

2010-11-05T01:25:00.001+08:00

Work are all starting to pile up.
And yet here i am procrastinating once again.
I'm tired, damn freaking tired even though i haven't done much work.
Argh.... Seriously wondering how am i going to go through all this
and come out alive...
Am I really cut out for DVMD?
I find myself stuck and out of ideas.
Not creative enough? Sighs...
Don't know where to start and don't see myself progressing anywhere...

Why do i feel so unmotivated and just like this something bothering me.
:(
Really no mood at all.
And i'm getting all confused again. Its like dejavu all over again and AGAIN.
Lost and helpless... seriously.
What am i supposed to do now.
Sighs.

2010-11-02T22:44:00.004+08:00

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope but failures all you've known.
Rememeber all the sadness and frustration.
Let it go.

Linkin park - Iridescent

2010-11-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

It's alright if i'm alone. I'll be fine.
It doesn't matter who's right or wrong. I'll apologize, forgive and forget.
It's okay if you're tired. I understand.

life is always :):):):):):):):):):):):):
yep happy and sad.
Even if nothing happened you sometimes feel happy or sad.
weird.

Anyways. School's alright.
Same O same O
complaining about work.
Procrastinating.
Slacking.
Lost and confused.
Finding inspiration.
yep. same o same o...

Moday Blues was not really that blue today though :D
Because there was no CRS class!! wooo! hahah!
Perhaps thats one of the reasons but yeah. :)
hahaha and realised that Edwin is also damn blur and funny!
His comments when he play pool is like ???!!! LOLS epic (Y)
LOLs made Jeslynn laughed until she teared.
And Suikee totally pawned the guys in 9balls pool hahhaa!
2 in 1 !!! (Y) not like Edwin 2 in 1 (white ball go in) and he still so happy XD
Lols.
And I realised actually... Adobe Flash is really fun!!! HAHA
Its really funny when things go wrong and your animation looks weird XD
but sometimes it gets really irritating.
Flash is kinda like maths.
When you get it right its like "WA SHIOK SIA!"
and when you get stuck you get all frustrated. hahahha
love and hate relationship
:3
Oh and today I wanted to save cash.
So brought bread to eat for lunch
but in the end i spent like 5$ on starbucks hot chocolate "orz
fail... sighs

-meHh
Procrastinating is killing me.
And whats worst is when i don't seem worried...

2010-10-30T00:58:00.003+08:00

It all sounds great. But how? Suddenly no mood. sighs.

Hate it when just because of some little insignificant issue it turns a good day bad.

2010-10-27T22:29:00.004+08:00

I'm so damn tired and its only the 2nd week of semester 2.

Sighs. Yesterday stayed over at Jeslynn house and did our Coffee table book.
We spent nearly 7hours(?) to finish it.
Well kinda. Now we only left our reflections and to bind it together.
I'm really glad that we managed to persevere and finish it though we were all tired and sleepy.
And knowing the fact that it'll perhaps only take 5% or less of our grades..
we still put in alot of effort. :)
And now our Coffee table book looks AWESOME! :D
Gotta really thank Jeslynn for kicking start the project and contributing to most of it.
THANKS LOTS LOVES! *HUGS

Aside from that, I see a whole lot of assignments coming our way!
:( Can't explain how stress I feel... Just really. really stress.
Wondering if I can cope with it or not.
I hate it especially when I don't have the mood to do any work.
Just wasting my time doing I have no idea what.
Even my favourite module DC- Drawing Class
the project just scares me and I have absolutely no confidence in it at all.
Don't even need to talk about the rest then.
Typography does not seem to interest me and the other modules are just...
hated to the very core.
How am I going to go through this whole DVMD course feeling like that?

Nooo! mehhzee! you must think positive! :)
Give it sometime.
This is life.

Ok wanted to blog more but argh really tired...
sighs and there's stuff on my mind again :(
Please just don't let it effect me!!!
Don't want it to be like dejavu again... I've had enough with all of that.
What am I supposed to do now.
Why do I always have to complicate it.

-meHh
Hope it all goes well.
A happy thought... Today I've got Starbucks treat! :D hahah
*winks at mel and jeslynn* heheeee so sweet ! awwww~

2010-10-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

Stayed home the whole day today.
Guess its kinda a good thing i did.
Been going out too much and coming home only to sleep. lols ._.

So i did some work. SOME hahaha
procrastinated like mad .. as usual :( i hate myself.
Had headache and used that as a excuse to slack around.
But none the less i still did some work! ;)

Been updating my "Schoolblog" i should name it something else
hmm DCCblog aka Design Creativity and Cognition blog (?) xD
yeah sounds more cool :)
DCC gave us lots of assignments and we had to blog them
so i've been updating there. *-*

Then again i feel that i have been updating here pretty often as well.
just that i dont post much pictures here. hahaha too lazy to :(

-meHh

2010-10-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

Saturday 23/10

Woke up at 6AM ok fine snoozed the alarm 4 times so thats.. 6.20AM hahaha
changed and packed my stuff before I headed to Jeslynn house!
yep! Coffee BOOK table !!! hahah :D
had breakfast with Mel and Jeslynn at KPO someone near jeslynn's house.
Isabelle overslept (lol xD knew she would!) and charmaine came a little later.
Had Lor Mee. . .
Actually had minced pork noodles in mind....
but was looking at the fishball/lormee stall then the auntie asked what i want
actually didn't planned to order but i went like uhhhhh...... and said fish ball noodles...
then Ah sorry can change to lor mee.. T___T
oh wells.
Then we headed to jeslynn's house.
Slacked around a little. Had to wait for isabelle too so yeah.
Think we spent too much time choosing the photos :(
in the end still had a total of about 100 (combining all of ours)
And we had to wait for like 1hour ++ for them to develope :(
So we only started doing at like 3PM?
and by then charmaine, issabelle and mel had already left (had stuff on)
Left jeslynn and me. And jeslynn had to leave the house at like 6
She and Mel had free tickets to the kpop concert so yeah.
In the end only managed to do the front and back cover and day 1.
Ahh better than nothing i guess.
Think i felt kinda irritated and pissed today >:
maybe because it was quite unproductive, not use to group work, personal issues and like not enough sleep(?) hahaha
Sorry if i was showing some attitude... Got irritated at the slightliest things...
;A;
as a punishment i cut my finger!! T_T not purposely of course! ><
cut the skin of my thumb.. can see the redder inner part (the flesh?)
yes it hurts D:

Didn't wanna go home because knowing i'm feeling all irritated and pissed.
If i went home i'm just gonna waste time emoing or stoning, no mood to do anything.
So yeah called up and went out.
Sorry for taking away your harry potter time .__. heh.
Felt much better :)
Praying hard that esplanade would have some awesome band... sadly in the end
it was some malay performance thingy.
So half way through decided to leave and headed to The Flyer instead.
Heard they had bands playing there too (in the end their all auditions though so hmm yeah)
Woo! First time there :DDD
They have Popeyes there too! :O
Think its a nice place to slack around ;)
and they even had a "Haunted Garden" hahah yep! Hallowen! :) Cool mans!
First time see Singapore celebrating it (kinda.. haha at The Flyer) xD
After which had Carl's jr. then headed home <:

-meHh
is tired and i have no idea why but i deep down i feel troubled and irritated D:
for i have no freaking idea why
I should go to church ... :\ Miss it and worship!

DCC blog

2010-10-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

Lols Today at school for DCC class we were told to create a blog
to update on like stuffs (haha not sure what actually) school stuffs(?)
At first i wanted to try out fc2 but argh kinda confusing :(
so i moved to blogger. And it started crashing and have like code errors -.-
so i finally decided to try Onsugar! And its like really user friendly! :D
And so i spend like 2++ hours(?) or more? HAHA wasting my time on creating a DCC blog
"orz
Was busy trying to create my own basic templates with coding
and finding some japanese side coding tutorial (so i read really REALLY slowly with google's help) lols
so yeah explains the 2hours +++ in fact i think maybe around 3hours or 4 AHHA

Lets see now how many sites to i have x)
2 Blogger account
1 live journal
2 wordpress
1 tumblr
1 fc2
1 Onsugar

deviantart
facebook
twitter

LOLS and they all work for different purposes ^^

2010-10-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

Never knew i could draw like that.
What i drew in 1hr30mins in class with reference and with colour pencils.
Its not done yet though and i'm kinda lazy to finish it ><
And sorry for lousy photo quality! D: taken with webcam heh xD
This is my first time ever being all focused, freezing my ass off and seriously drawing and colouring an animal with colourpencils.
And yeah i hardly draw animals and use colourpencils.
Have been always drawing human/anime xD and i'm really terrible with colours so yeah D:
So kinda glad with this out come. :)
Guess its also because i was really inspired by the video our lecturer showed us today.
Some girl around our age drawing and colouring some amazing stuff.
Many of my mates have really awesome drawing skills as well !!!
>< I can see a very competitive course ahead for me :(
argh and and i really hate all this competitive stuff.
Stress only! :(

Aside from that... 4hours class in the morning was more or less..
a total waste of time =.=
omg i actually slept through part of it.
First lesson of the week i guess thats why.. ~_~
and tomorrow i have to go to school and attend a lecture
from 12pm to 1pm and.. thats it ! -.-
seriously ridiculous :( go all the way to school for a 1hour lecture
and whats more i don't really listen to that lecture at all...
even if i did most of the time i barely understand whats he saying...
History theory and idea.. seriously.. D:
though the lecturer is awesome lols.

arghhhh :( ok better start doing work! D:<
lazy to do though T_T
think i'll just end up procrastinating like now...
i'm gonna go eat some cornflakes before i start to do my work! xD heh

-meHh
I wanna improve in my drawing skills!!! >:(
Better start working hard!
Being an free lance illustrator and part time photographer sounds fun ! :D

2010-10-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

First day of school!!! :D
Surprisingly fun! Well guess its also partly cause i have an AWESOME CLASS!
:D hahah yeah.
Oh and we got freakingly punked on our first lesson -.-
fantastic.....
Now we can't even trust our lecturers! D:<
She said that our module name have been change to "LifeSkills"
and that we'll be thought about how to date and for the next lesson we'll have speed dating.
like what?!! I know it sounds ridiculous and so arghh fake!
but she made it sound so real! D:
argh! seriously "mindfuck" man..
After which lunch! :D
Oh and by the way! Yes yes YESS!!
our classrooms/studio is damnn near the MRT! WOO! HAHA
yay to lazyness :)
And its also near to Koufu :) heh.
yep had our lunch there!
wooo! Black pepper beef rice! yummm!
man i missed that! :)
then we headed off to T17 which is also very very near ;D wooo!
hahah.
Had our CS4 Flash lesson there.
Really slacked today because i didn't bring my laptop heh ^^"
And we ended like an hour early ;D hahah
Sooo like nearly the whole class (some had to go off)
headed down to Koufu(again) to chillax :)
Chat and joked and dinner :D
had pokey and mango aloe vera!

And even though there were like 10(?) of us...
in the end... i'm still the only one who headed towards pasir ris...
"Orz forever alone. *insert epic face here*
;A;

Anyways not blogging on malaysia trip
because the cancelled planned was uncancelled :D
Is happy! :DDD
heh so had dinner and walked back home :)

-meHh

2010-10-18T01:38:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL'S STARTING!!! NOOOO :(
on the bright side yesss AWESOME CLASS! DVMD 03! <3
BOOYEAH! H03 HAHA :)

And i haven't blogged about malaysia trip!!! omg! *bangswall*
:( i will will will blog it this week !!!
argh! HOLIDAYS Y SO FAST GONE?! *epic face here*

Maybe i'll blog it tmr night or tonight(since its like 1.40AM now practically a monday already)
since some plans have been cancelled.
is sad. :(

Well yesterday yesterday(?) gosh this is getting confusing
Ok Saturday 16/10
Had an unplanned meeting with Mar <3
:) Shopped around and i bought the HB purple piano jacket! XD
it was calling out for me hahah bought a few other shirts too
Man i told myself i'm not gonna buy anymore clothes till the next holiday ><
after which unplanningly waited for mar to finish her jap class
while i went to library. Yes apparently i like to go to the library or wait for people there x)
She ended at like 6.30 and we continued shopping till 10? :D
Thank goodness for bras basa hawker centre to still be open x)
chat till like 11 where we bid our farewell :'(
she waited for the bus while i waited for the mrt.
while waiting i thought and wondered.... hmm can she stay over? :o
and so i msged her.
And without planning the plan thus its unplanned...
She stayed over
LOLS (Y)
Awesome or what hahah!
Then we stayed up chatting and catching up till like.. 4+AM <3
haha yeah till we fell asleep together ~
We shared one single bed aww cozy :3
and amazingly i didn't kick her off the bed again and we both had a good sleep.
But she overslept andwas late for church heh.
Ohoh and while we were still asleep my mom came into my room.
And during lunch with my parents.
My mom was talking about it like how come we were sleeping together
so i explained (like how i rolled down to her bed and it got all cozy so yeah kinda like that)e
and she said "yeah so long you're straight."
and i was like "Yeah i know right! i slept until so straight! Thats why never kick her."
hahah! ok then my mom said "No i meant like straight! You're straight right?"
LOLS
x) joke. Am i straight? hmm hahaha

-meHh
"of course i'm straight mom! we were like talking about guys stuff!..."
hahah! x)

2010-10-13T03:47:00.002+08:00

:X aw man school's starting sooon :(((
seriously this is the first time i don't want school to start after a long holiday ;A;
LONG LIVE HOLIDAYS!

haha still lazy to blog about malaysia trip! ><
cos i know i'm gonna write a freaking long essay when i start bloggin about it.
Btw whats the difference with essay and composition o.o
lols was thinking which to use "long essay/long compo"

Anyways life's great for now.
kinda i think x)
just sucks that school is starting sooooon :(:(:(

Went out with hy yesterday :)
did some catching up yepyep :D
walked around clarkquay/central and then plaza sing.
Talked about lotssss of crap toooo hahah! xD
*patpat* love hy's new hairstyle! hahah
she started school already though aww =P
all in all was a fun day :DDD
haha tiring though :(
Don't know why but i was super tired that day.
Well hope we can meet up again someday! :)

Packed my room! yay kinda hahaha
I still got lots to pack...
gotta clear my cardboard too hahah
though i like cleared it not long ago :(
need to stop buying stuff! ><
well at least now my table and drawers and neater! kinda
haha! XD

OK SLEEPY! hahah ciao!
-meHh

2010-10-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

Couldn't take it.
Beer was needed.

2010-10-11T00:24:00.004+08:00

Back from malaysia like.. 3 days ago...
but too damn lazy and tired to blog anything. ._.

After coming back from malaysia trip...
i kinda reached home around 12am..
and the next day i was out the whole day
Celebrated louis birthday at minds cafe
along with jing grey char jh jk alicia
funfunfun :D haha
went to breaks cafe to officially celebrate it lols
in like we bought a cake from secret recipe, borrowed their lighter.
and walked into breaks cafe with a lighted candle indulgence chocolate cake :D
poked my fork around people's food xD
and had a awesome chocolate orea cococrunch milo brownie icecream :)
After which met up with remy for dinner
Billy Bombers!!! oh yeah! :D
was kinda full... so i poked at remy's chicken chop
and had Waffle top with ben and jerry icecream yummmmmm xD
hahhaa double dessert ftw :)

totally knocked out on saturday...
damn i can't even remember what i did on saturday ._.
did i go out? lols felt like i did.. hmmmm......

anyways... parents are back in SG! :D / D:?
hahhaha! ARGH I WANNA GO KOREA SO DAMN BADLY :(
my mom just can't stop telling me how awesome the food is there AHHHH :(
damn her! :( well on she did bought me quite alot of stuff though ^^
thanks mom and dad :D

Sunday
Lunch at Modestro (is that how you spell it?) ahah
to celebrate cousin's birthday :)
Yummy foood ;D
had like 4 slices of pizza (yummm spammed cheese and asked for refill heh)
poked at people's food again xD
lagsania(?) lols spagetti and some sweet and oily spaghetti thingy
okok andandand desserttt!!!
had apple crumble topped with vanilia icecream and taramisu cake
yummmmm

and sooooo as you can seee....
i had a veryveryvery sweet days these few weeks.
Malaysia trip was filled with nothing but food as well lols XD
Supper right after dinner (Y)

Ok and now tireddd! D:
Tomorrow gonna go out and meet Huiyun!!! :OOO :DDD <333 hahaha
Long time never see her already :)
heh. better rest up now then *_*

-meHh
Tumblr is addictive!!!
and imma post about malaysia trip another time *__*

2010-10-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

Gotta leave the house in like.... 5hours !! haha! :D
ok and time to seriously start packing now!
heh.
lalalla~
i can go off in peace now! xD heh.

-meHh
Peace Out!
Cya again in 4 days time! :)

2010-10-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

30/9 Thursday

WOOO! HAHA outing with Jeslynn! Oh yeah~ ;D
Mel supposed to go out with us too... but D:
ah wells.
By the way today was freaking pouringggg in the morning and early afternoon!
ahhhh! omg what a nice day to sleep ><
so yeah i was late but so was jeslynn hahahha :D
headed down to fareast wear i bought flats!
because my shoes was killing me X_X
(ok fast forward lazy to type heh)
both bought quite a few stuff :3 heh ouch huh $$$ byebye~ hahaha
ok then we headed down to bugis!
where we bought more stuffzzz HAHAH
chilled at tcc (the usual) :D
and just walked around~ lalalla~
Jeslynn helped me kill some time before i headed down to the music school
and waited for remy
Arghhhh i realised i bought alot of stuffzxzx on impluse :( am sad D:
NOTE TO SELF!!!! NEVER BUY STUFF ON IMPLUSE! NEVERRRR
ok i scared already now hahha buy too much things already xD
ah wells it was fun :D
WOOO! ended the day with jeslynn by taking NEOPRINTz HAHA
omg mannn when was the last time i took neoprint? hahahha!
:)))

Killed more time with remy... like about an hour? haha
was waiting for 10.30pm to come...
and then we headed for STEAMBOAT BUFFET! HAHA 14.90$ from 10.30pm onwards!
had like... 6 servings of chicken and beef 3 serving of pork and well
other stufffz like crabmeat, veg and blah you know hahah! shiok la hor hahah
so in short... i'm freaking bloated now LOLS
but its nice :DDD
noted noted next time can introduce that place to peeps :P

ahh !!!
why is so many people freaking out on packing for malaysia trip?? >_<
you're freaking me out tooo!!! DDD:
And thats not how it supposed to be! LOLS
i supposed to always be packing a day before the event! HAHHA
omg toooo much gb style already la :D heh.
but arghhh i might actually start packing tmr.... >___> even though we're only leaving..
like.. on monday X_X hahah.

-meHh
tireddd and sleepy and full very full...

2010-09-28T20:12:00.004+08:00

BOOO! >:D

Finally watched "The Simpsons Movie" !!!
WOOO spider pig! hahha
It isn't that fantastic but was worth watching xD
And i'm finally onto Season 4 of "How i met your mother" !!
yeah yeah yeah hey i'm also watching "The Big Bang Theory" kkk >:3
gonna finish season 2 for that :)
Argh and i still wanna watch "Chuck" and "Friends" !!! :(((
And laugh at me but i kinda miss watching anime too :(
crunchyroll used to be my best friend .. ;A;

And btw yesssh if you've taken noticed...
I FINALLY HAVE SOME FRINGE! >:O
hahhaa most of the time my fringe is like same length as my hair
or long enough to not really cover my forehead.
decided to go layer my hair abit and the hairdresser convinced me to cut my fringe
hahhah she wanted to cut for me bangs at first but i was too scared to do it ._.
and i think THINK i REBOND my hair
yesyes reBOND not reBORN >_< heh
not sure whether it is or not because i only spent 4hours doing my hair :(
arghh perhaps its soft rebonding that means it won't last ;A;
butbut i like my hair like that :((( don't think its as flat as how i feared it would be...
infact it was kinda more poofy and the auntie had to layer my hair more
i have thick hair :(
:B TOOTHY ! hahah
YESH NEW SHIRT NEW HAIRBAND NEW HAIR(hopefully will last pleasseeee) >:
and i've got new shoees and shorts and bag and *** too HAHAH xD
mannn i didn't knew *** could be so ex !!! MY GOSHH!
each is about WHAT? 50bucks?! D:and i'm still thinking about that blue VANS shoes geezz :( maybe i should just by it...
and starve for the next few weeks? >_
hahah ok
tmr gonna go fix my laptop and phone.
gah. mom have been chasing me about it...
or should i go out with lynette! ahhhhhhhhhh :(
haven't seen her for so long.. i don't know.. T_T

and thurs?... SHOPPING WITH JESLYNN and MEL(?) YAY :D

-meHh
in the process of cleaning up and packing my room :3

2010-09-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

headache.

2010-09-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

This week... hmmmm

Tuesday 21/9
Went out shopping with mar.
Bought 2 Shirts and that damn bag i've been thinking about for the past few weeks.
heh :)
spent about a 100bucks
and then theres lunch and dinner so :( ouch.
Mar then stayed over :D wooo!
about time! heh
Drew a little. And did lots of chatting :)
Just love it when we head to bed but not to sleep.
yea just chitchat till we sleep ;)
Chat about quite alot of stufffzzxzxzxzz lols :X
And then Mar went home about 10AM the next day.

Wednesday 22/9
The day i supposed to go out with grey to cycle.
but i would have to go home early as 22/9 was coincidentally
mooncake/lantern festival as well.
I would be celebrating at cousin's house.
So actually I would need to leave the house at 8AM and that means so would Mar.
Decided to switch outing with greyy with outing with Remy. :P
Since apparently both of them are free on wed and thurs
and greyy kinda prefered thursday too.
and that mean mar dont need to wake up sooo early
WOO win win situation yooo XD

Ok in the end Remy came over and we watched...
"The man who stare at goats"
LOLS freaking lame showwww >_>
in fact i kinda hated it.
Remy said this kinda show cannot think one or eles you'll hate it.
hahah! So that means i think! and some people don't really think much huh xDDD
why do i find that hilarious heh.
Watched finish season 2 of "How i met your mother" too
Booyaa :D
had a little jamming session Piano and guitar :P
before he headed of to his real jamming session lols

anddd... mooncake/lantern festival!!!
i have 3aunts&uncles so 3 groups of cousin but only one was there.
(i don't know how to phrase it but yeah hope you know what i mean)
So it was kinda boring...
we headed to the roof/roof garden to celebrate
BTW I FREAKIN LOVE THEIR HOUSEEE! >_>
its a 3 story condo... worth 1.8m ouch...
anyways i just kinda sat there and ate peanuts and grapes
and watched my mom talked to her mom in canto
OHHH and there was a moment when i was alone with my grandma.
she started talking to me in canto.
and i replied back to her in chinese xD andd....
i mistook swimming for water in canto. heh ._.
kept asking me if i wanna swim (which i thought its if i want water)
so i said "mei guan si bu yong" (nvm don't need)
she kept huhing me thinking that i said i can't swim and in the end she talked to me in chinese/english xDDD

win ^^V

Thurday 23/9
8.30AM bishan MRT !
Yep gonna go east coast to cycle with grey! :D
started cycling around 10AM
and we cycled for 3hours.
cycled awhile and we already felt them tired lols ;A;
then again we did talk and cycle so thats why we tired out fast ^^ heh i think.
oh and east coast was FREAKING EMPTY!!!
damn shiok hahaha :)
we only cycled to one end.
did a pit stop at somewhere and just watched the wave and rest awhile...
and well...
watched my DSLR camera cap slowly drift away... T____T
yes i stupidly placed my camera cap on my lap and as i stood up it dropped into the sea
i panicked and didn't know what to do...
by the time i decided i should jump in, swim and get it.
it had already drifted so farrr..... and it would be dangerous so yeah..
we watched it drift away till we could see it no more :(
omg man at that moment my heart felt like it sank along with my cap T__T
on the bright side... at least i didn't drop my camera. lols.
We ate lunch at coffee beans :)
but got stucked in the rain... so we chatted till the rain kinda lessened.
cycled furthur down abit in the rain :)
but realised when we cycled out it was around 12.30
and we had to return the bicycle by 1 or we have to pay 8$ EACH
so we rushed back realising that the bicycle shop is pretty far too.
damnn tiring !! omggg T___T
legs feel like its gonna break. And when we reached there found out it was only 12.45 =.="
lols. So we strolled around east coast and decided to sit on a groyne.
Mannn watching the waves is damn addicting !!! HAHHA right grey? xD
We chatted alot too as we watched the waves and well tiny crabs on the groyne x)
it was infact really enjoyable just sitting on the groyne under the sun... :)
when we were walking back it poured.
cats and dogs
D:
lucky we both had umbrellas and well didn't really mind getting wet xD
grey still stepped on puddles as we crossed the traffic light and got my legs wet. D:<
tsktsk childish lols but fun xD
we headed down to town to by my cap walked around a little before we headed home :)
i wanna go east coast again!!! heh :D

Friday 24/9
Kinda woke up late
and kinda left the house late
and so i was kinda late for the DVMD malaysia trip meeting.
was about 30mins late xD and so was Jeslynn HAHHA
and when entered the room we were told the meeting is over LOLS joke... >_>
After which we ate lunch at subway!! ;D
ate with shermaine as well :)
glad there's another nice dmvd mate :D heh
Jeslynn and i then trained down to Bugis where we met up with queenie and steph.
it was around 1? Cher was still eating asked us to go do other stuff then meet her at
sunshine plaza around 2.20
so we shopped around bugis street! ;D
bought some stuff heh. Poor Jeslynn was broke though >_> sucks.
So we met Sockfong!!!
WOOOO :DDD walked to her studio which was pretty far >:3 tiring!!!
but her studio is damn nice pleaseee!!!
mannn! i wanna studio like that next time! :D
Ok so we slacked around there till like 6
xD how time flies
Had a really great time :D
sockfong and her friend entertained us the whole day!
and Sockfong made us coffee ;) not that i really like THAT coffee heh ._.
chit chat ~ took photos ~ walked around her studio place ~ cut glass ~ :)
yep a great time heh
Will definately go back to visit!!! :D thats if she let us though :x
after which we splitted ways went back to bugis street with Jeslynn and bought more stuffs
:P poor jeslynn once again xD oh don't worry though!
We'll be shopping on wednesday!!! yay!! :D
And i think i'm gonna do SOMETHING about my hair on tuesday x)
not sure if reborning though :(
Had dinner at mosburger and before that we met SOMEONE doing SOME job xD
hahhaha! joke man! :)
ok and then we trained home ~
ahhh tired!!!

Saturday 25/9
Went out with mom! :)
yay a mother and daughter's day! :DDDD
bought quite alot of stuffff
hehe.
but i seriously hate myself now
...
fuck man.
hate hate hate hate
ARGH
MELISSA ZEE WEI LIN HOW COULD YOU!!! T_____T
i forgot about my mom's birthday.
sucks.
fuck it.
felt so disappointed in myself :(
sighs. Well just cheering myself up that i went out with her alone.
Haven't done that in ages... :<
and now she's gone
i mean in like...
my mom and dad flew off to korea.
they left the next day at around 6AM.
whats best? i didn't even say goodbye or give them a goodbye hug :(
fuckkkk T____T
i dunno why but i felt really depressed......
and lonely kinda...
in like my aunt is at taiwan now
parents at korea
brother in NS ....
so yeah ~_~"
sighs. I know ... "what?? shiok la !!! your parents not home leh!!!"
well i still have my grandparents and maid at home.
And now that my parents, aunt and bro is gone.
i gotta take care of my grandparents. kinda.
Feels kinda stressed on the responsibility.
what if i went out late and something happened to them while i'm not home?!
i can't go out late now :( see.... so its better to have parents at home...
Sighs.... Kinda can't wait for them to come back now :(((((

Sunday 26/9
Slacked at home
Watched how i met your mother
and took a long nice nap
and did lots of stonning.

feel like i'm wasting my life away...
i really don't know why i can't put myself to draw ...
arghhhh
its like i dunno. No mood? :(
sucks!

-meHh
The coming week...

2010-09-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

No matter how happy i am and feel.
Why do i still feel like there's something troubling me.

2010-09-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

I can't don't anything
because my room is in a mess.
My tableS (3 tables to be exact) is overloaded with stuff
that includes my laptop table...
My 2 other chairs are piled up with magazines, books and bags.
And my floor has lots of rubbish scattered around.
Okay so i pushed most of it to one side.

I'm tired
But i threw lots of nonsense on my bed
:(((
got my exercise rubberband, jigsaw puzzels, handphone, whiteboard, keys... blah.

DDD: and now i feel like puking

-meHh
having difficulties breathing again. shittt
(shall blog about the past few days tmr) :B

2010-09-11T23:33:00.003+08:00

:(
i slept too much....
and it gave me some terrible headache...

Woke up around 3 with a cold :( talked a little to KP
and started to watch "ef a tale of memory" butbut i had some terrible headaches while watching..
didn't wanna be a pig so stopped watching and
played some piano and guitar (wow haven't done these in ages)
ehh then aunt came home with my gongcha milktea and QQrice :3
after i ate them my headache just got worst ... -.-
so i decided to just admit that i'm a pig and headed to bed again....
woke up around 7 i think...
the headache didn't get any better.. ~_~"
it seriously was some awful headache
i know i have headache very often but this time its those time when the headache was so bad
i had to whack my head... real hard =.=
feel the pain instead of the headache so my theory goes ._. heh
didn't have any appetite to eat either...
yea skipped dinner

soo... i finally picked up my pen and pencils again. ahhh
i know i haven't been drawing for a fews day only but it seems like months...
feels like i forgotten how to draw :( my drawings sucks as usual. gah.
drew a little. and did my usual stuff
youtube
blog
facebook
wordpress
tumblr
look at photos
oh and watched the 9.30 korean drama on channel U :D
"Lee Minho" is acting in it! I'm not a fan of his but the drama is really cute ;3
ate chips while i watched.
heh my dinner? ;D

k back to my normal usual boring stuff i do
oh headache please go away
-meHh

2010-09-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

Met up with louis and jing for a little while at Novena's Coffee Bean.
Chat a little before i headed off to buy some grapes and then to Ms Foo's house for lunch! :D
Went there with Greyy :)
hahahha it was a all girls meeting at Ms Foo's or ahem Mrs Lim's house :D
I can't really remember all their names >_< (sorry!)
but there was Eunice, Alicia, Jaselyn, Minyi, Yiye, Mrs tang, Ms Mok(?), Ms Elaine Lee(?), and Greyy and Ms Foo of course.
(did i miss out anyone else? :\?)
But yeah it was fun xD
quite alot of gossips
and you know girls talk.
some sick stuff too like ... LOLS omg !!! i still don't believe thats possible!!!
!@#^#$@#%!*@ (covers) LOLS xD
well i'm glad i went ahhaha
didn't really wanna at first. Lazy and tired.
hahah yep i still haven't sleep enough! hhaha
But in the end i'm really glad i went.
Really miss GB!!! :')
Wonder if i should/could go back for the next GB meeting and help out :) heh

I really need to do things to keep my mind occupied
or i might just break down again. haha
Sighs. Sucks that i feel so shitty when its the holidays. like ARGH seriously??!
I've been longing for this holidays for so damn long and wth am i doing.
So many thoughts running through my mind seeking an answer...
but yet the answer is still unknown.
"I'm a strong girl don't worry I'm fine."

I've more or less planned what i'm gonna do next week.
Tuesday Step Up 3 with Greyy and JK :D
and the rest of the days shall be loner days for myself :>
Perhaps i'll do some morning runs, gotta clear my mind and forget some things.
ummm maybe i'll go botanic gardens and upper pierce or some reserviour too :>
Just chill, draw and snap some shots
anddd... my favourite place! Bras Basa and Clark Quay! xD
Just to waste time HAHA
yep see all planned out already
that is unless someone makes a date with me ;) hahahah

ok i'm tired ...
ttfn!
-meHh

2010-09-10T01:12:00.004+08:00

Have been sleeping my days away
its like sleep at 2AM wake up at 5PM kinda thing hahahah
I know i'll wasting my days away
but i think i deserve a good rest and well yeah I haven't been really having much good days.
lots of ups and downs and complicated shit.
Guess i'm trying to run away from reality by sleeping away my days
*gasp* Inception! hahah
Yeah how I wish i could keep dreaming and live in my dreams.

That aside...
So i woke up around 3PM today by a msg from Jeslynn and Greyy
btw Thanks a whole lot for the care and concern Jeslynn! :DDD *hugs* <3
And well greyy was asking me about going out.
since i'm free i gave her the "Alright!" sign hahahha
decided to go watch step up 3! but she was still out...
said she'll call me back when she's done.. Sooooooooo....
i went back to sleep. HAHHA no i'm serious i went back to sleep :)
Finally decided to meet at 6.30PM at orchard and catch the 7.35PM show at cineleisure!
I left early to go buy some new sketchbooks <3
hahaha what can i say i just love to buy art stufff :3
ehhh and in the end we met at cineleisure around 7 and realised that the tickets were selling fast DD;
afraid that we might get the front row...
we decided to ditch the idea about the movie and went to IPPUDO to eat instead!
WOoooooooO~~~~ :DDDD
Spend a good 23+$$ there for...
1 bowl of shiromaru ramen + foc kaedama (xtra noodles)
1 cup of calpis soda + foc refill
1 shrimp bun
+ free desert (some cream puff fujibesan made)
+ 10% discount
LOLS SHIOK OR WHAT HAHHAHA
seriously la he kept entertaining us hahahaha
i even stepped on his proud shinny shoe LOLS ^_^V
and he called Greyy a lazy person HAHHA so true? xD
he even offered the topping of seasame and helped us put it in our ramen hahahah
then when we were eating half way...
i was ALMOST done with my ramen... wanted to tell greyy
hahaha i'm gonna finish sooon! ;D
then suddenly fujibesan came and threw more noodles in my bowl
like WHAT O_____O i seriously stoned la omg i didn't order any extra noodles!
then he also added extra noodles to greyy's bowl LOLS
ate until DAMNNNN FULLL pleaseeee D:
haven't eaten till sooo full in a long time >_>
felt like vomitting after eating everything...
definately a satisfying dinner hahhahaa
oh and it was damn crowded la ippudo. everyone was so busy working
yet fujibesan still so free to entertain us lols tsktsktsk slacker la he.

After the satisfying dinner walked around cinelerisure and somerset with Greyy ;D
hahah yep had to digust our foooood :D
and man there's soo much things i wanna buy gahhh! DD:<
ummm then trained down to bishan with grey walked around abit
Bishan's action city has transformed into ARTBOX!!! *-* yay?
then i trained down to novena and headed home ;)

-meHh
i just wanna keep sleeping and not wake up >:

2010-09-09T15:51:00.001+08:00

I'll would be lying if I said I'm alright.
Then again that would just mean I have been lying all along.

2010-09-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

gotta stay strong stay strong stay strong.

Alright! CF IS FINALLY OVER! :O
i can finally sleep in peace without any need to think about work! ... for now. hahaha
now that CF (common foundation) is over. like OVER ...
all of us we'll be splitted into our courses classes.
which kinda saddens me ...
kinda really like my class now.
though we're not thatttt close.
we still have fun and laughter here and there, now and then.
and we all stress together! HAHHA xD
And i must say i'm really glad to be part of 61 !
:) gonna really really really really miss all the modules for CF too!!!
DD: vas, fds, gc, bdc, not much of hti and we don't do much for oc and onow
but yeah! D:
Gonna really really really miss all the awesome lecturers and chers !!!
like Chew Min, Sock Feng, James, Simon, Iain, King Yong...
Their all awesome lecturers who without i don't think i'll make it through CF! so yeah! :)
YOU ALL ARE AWESOME GONNA MISS YA ALL ;A;

GONNA MISS ALL MY FELLOW 61 MATES TOO >:
Hope we don't drift apart, though i feel that 101% that we will (gosh thats just sad..)
but yeah hopefully when we bump into each other in school we don't ignore one another or something! ><

that aside...
CF party!!!!
was ... ahem lols fineeee
i won't be an ass hole and say a fail.. hahahha
but it wasn't that great....
why? Firstly it is freaking outdoors
yes you got me, no aircon and it was a freaking hot day!!!!
secondly the sound system sucks to the core.
so it kinda screwed up the performance.. which is just sad :\
and well yeah...
I did win the best in VAS though lols >_>
almost got picked for best dressed (dont ask me why)
but i sabo-ed Suikee xDDD but seriously Suikee dress until damn coool! So pretty too :>
hahah
after the performance stayed back a little. socialized.. (a little)
then at 8.30pm(?)
Jeslynn, Mel, Isabel, Jiale, Dylan, Aaron, Junxian, Joash and yours truly
headed down to clementi to K-box !! LOLS
we K-Boxed from 9-11pm
still don't believe we actually went. Then again it was fun :DDD
Oh and i broke a Joash's glass of 100plus :( i'm sorry D:
haha had lots of fun and laughter singing together and getting "high" HAHHA
:DDD Gotta definately do it again!
oh yeah i might be k-boxing tomorrow LOLS
but i don't feel too well... :( i blame the rain, cookies, biscuits, chips and beer D:
Well i guess the day ended well after Kboxing. -satisfied- hahahha
:)
I think the exhibition team did a good job too! :D well done peeps :D
I LOVE CLASS 61 :DDD

now.. how am i gonna spend my holidays....
OH YEAH KAREN SAN MSGED ME !!! BUT I FORGOT TO REPLY DDD: shitttt
-meHh
this is it.

Happy(?) birthday to me

2010-09-03T01:35:00.002+08:00

so i had critique and presentation
i had bdc submission
i had 2 guys holding me down
i had 1 girl holding me down
i had a few people ganging together to smash cake in my face
i had to do my portfolio
i had to travel all the way to paya leba to print it
i had to return home for dinner
but in the end it was too late everyone went home/to sleep
and i ended up eating alone at home.

Just wanna thank all for the birthday wishes not sure if i should be thanking about the cake smashing :\ but oh wells thanks for making it memorable (?) hahaha
...

Its complicated.

2010-08-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

To do list : *IMPORTANT*

1. Finalize the 100 photos. print on contact sheet and burn into CD
2. BDC sketches (need more flora and landscape)
3. Betty edwards 1 more exercise (zzz urban landscape)
4. Finalize slides for critque. (wed trail with oc teacher)
5. Portfolio
6. Dossier (argh please just shoot me now)

To do list: (not so important)

1. Pack my room
2. Get new shoe (though i have quite a few shoes already ><)
3. Get new clothes
4. Get new 3/4 pants and shorts
5. Practice drawing more (complete at least 1 sketchbook)
6. Practice drawing more on tablet (at least 2 full coloured drawings)
7. Get my HP and lappy fixed.
8. Socialize and meet ups with awesome peeps!
9. Movie movie and MOVIES!
10. Get a life.

ok i have no idea why im so free to write an unimportant to do list.
but well just felt like i should ahhaha

-meHh

2010-08-29T01:47:00.003+08:00

:|
I don't really care much anymore.
Just get it done and over with.
I miss my childhood days.

2010-08-25T02:26:00.002+08:00

.___. Few days ago...
I decided to just heck care everything...
for interview and presentation.... "AIYA IMPROMTU LA!!!"
..
but now i'm freakingly freaking out.....
Kp's good advise : take it like Oral
true true.
but i was never good at oral >< ahhh
Nervous breakdown..
*omg their staring at me! omg omg what do i say! what if i say the wrong thing!*
DDD:
sure i wouldn't really care if i don't know them and won't ever ever see them again.
but their my lecturers and design school directors and and and and??!?!! "orz
:| maybe i shouldn't go for it... ahhh !!!
-dies-

2010-08-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

Shitty mixed up feelings.

2010-08-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

Omg D: so heart warming....
teary eyes... :')

2010-08-21T01:30:00.002+08:00

On thursday 19/8
Jeslynn and Mel stayed over my house!! BOOYA! :DDD haahaha
Supposed to go out.. DD:
But Lazy Mel is being Lazy and didn't wanna.
So we slacked at my house did our own stuff ...
Laptop seriously makes peeps antisocial! gahh!
should have a NO LAPTOP stay over next time...
AH HA joking! what? you thought i was serious?
Naw.. we'll all just die HAHA
had Popeyes at novena for dinner
Is that how you spell it? Popeyes? o.o
Pop Eyes (ouch)
Didn't really like it DD:
And damn its ex! rawr!
But the fries and the bread/biscuit thingy was awesome ;D
Then we head to TCC!!! And had our second Dinner!! Oh yeah!~
haha jokejoke. Just sat down, each ordered a drink and chatted ;D
Yep chat session! woo~ And how time really flies while chatting >_>
by the time we reached back home was round 10+ 11? o.o
Tried doing our work but kinda failed >_> lols...
So was more of another chatting + doing our own stuff session.
till like 2AM Jeslynn and Mel got hungry
so we (or more like me and mel) cooked maggie meee! :D
heh they said my maggie mee was nice (Y) yay hahaha
Oh and we were supposed to ton the night...
But Jeslynn and Mel fell asleep on my bed
(yep they slept together! dawwwww~ gah knew i should have token a photo dammit!)
And well it rained so i gave in at 6AM and fell asleep on the bottom bed.
I BLAME YOU RAIN!

And in the end.. we all woke up at 1PM when intially we supposed to leave the house at 1PM lols (Y)
wokay..
sooo i send them off...
Went back home...
Thought how boring my day's gonna be..
Most prolly i'll head to bed...
But poof! When i went home say aunt and cousin
so went down town with them :D yay~
bought a shirt at mango yay~
haha reached home round 7?
and have been stonning ever since yay~

-meHh
Me want Stay over again again! :DDDD

2010-08-18T14:15:00.001+08:00

Super Irritated and Frustrated... zzz

2010-08-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar~
The only one who's got enough to break my heart~

heh nice song, currently playing while i'm blogging. ;)
oh btw ;) and :) is just irritating on msn.
Keep typing ;) instead of :) and it just gets awkward lols >_>

Anyways ...
man how time flies WHOOSH!
Its already nearly half way through the holidays :(
and what have i done? NOTHING arghhhh
ok fixing up my sketchbook. Just a little.
but ... haven't touch betty edwards.. haven't touch HTI.. haven't touch GC
ok i'm officially screwed :(
I'm touching up on my presentation power point now though
heh seeing some progress? x)

No idea why but i'm still busy busy busy :X
i really need a planner lols
i keep telling people.. uh i THINK i'm free haha
and then always have to end up cancelling something and make someone sad D:
I'm sorry :'(
And then there's just times i wanna be alone and have my loners day.
Go act tourist or something.
YES I DID ACT TOURIST BEFORE kkk XD
ok fine not really on purpose just got misled i think haha
went to MARUTAMA some japanese ramen store
and they started to take my orders and my bills in jap haha! x)

ok
back to presentation lols
tata

2010-08-11T01:08:00.003+08:00

SPSD (DVMD!!!) YOG BANNER ISH AWESOME!!!!

Today from 1.30pm - 11.00pm
Mel, Lynette, Ian and meHh
the four awesome DVMD year 1 students
took 9 and a half hours to do a damn banner and well 2 cardboard thingy
BUT...
OMG CAN
ITS LIKE FREAKINGG NAISHHHHHHH !!!!
(Y)
WOOOOO!!!
hahahha so much for "Aiya nvm la anyhow.. heck care la"
LOLS
Ah so proud of all of us.
GOOD JOB ALL !!! :DDD

But like seriously its damn nice :)
the power of DVMD students x)
was looking at the pictures i took...
damn looks like its printed out!!! :O
haha! Hmm gotta owe it alot to Ian.
He was the one who came up with the rough idea.
And was totally bias and did the "DVMD" freaking naishh xD hahah

okay :P pics another day.
tired and sleepy
soo CIAO
-meHh

*edited*
SUPER NAISHHH BANNER YO! :D
painted and drawn by hand :) ARCRYLIC PAINT and US FTW! :D

2010-08-09T21:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEE!!! :))))
(omg i know how old singapore is! hahahah!)

Truthfully speaking i'm proud to be a singaporean.
I mean come on you gotta admit singapore is a pretty HOT country. heh
Pretty amazing how much Singapore has grown,
You're even hearing the name Singapore in MOVIES now!
EVEN ON GLEE!!!!
Yep canning works! LOLS
I know i complain how ugly Singapore looks now with all the construction and how noisy it is.
But hey that just means Singapore is upgrading!! woohoo!
And Singapore is in one of some top something charts something OMG!
lols >_>
Then again....
Sorry Singapore.
I missed watching the NDP and watched "How to train a dragon" instead >_<
heard the show and fireworks were awesome though
T_T
ah wells there's always a next year right right?
and each year's gonna get better right right right? :)

Ahh National Day..
Also the start of YOG and..
Our holidays!!!
Gotta seriously plan out my holidays :(
Don't want it to go to waste! Argh! :(((

Stay over with Jeslynn and Mel and zikun yesyes? >< !!!
Outting with Greyy!!!
Outting with IPPUDO staff!!!
Outting with Mar!!!
Outting with !!! !!! !!!!!

You know now that i have quite sometime to myself...
I realised how important time is to me.
Haven't felt bored in a long time... No time to....
And now when i feel like i'm gonna feel bored... i feel bad and sad for myself ...
I don't know just my own thought.

Also these past few months in poly...
Yes the first semester is coming to an end...
How time flies huh.
Looking back so much as happened.
I started off by hating school so much...
Seriously wanted to just quit school or transfer to ngee ann or something
I was soo serious i even talked to my mom about it.
She knew i was so serious that she told me if i wanted to change school she'll arrange it with my aunt's friend who's a lecturer in ngee ann.
But she told me to just stay for a little longer a few months and see how it goes.
Said i needed time to get use to it...
And i'm glad i stayed...
Not being proud or anything..
But i guess i'm doing quite well in school in grades terms..
Starting to really like my class now.
We're all much closer though there's some barriers here and there
but yeah! :) Interacting more.
And i'm glad i'm much closer with Jeslynn and Mel now! :D
Hopefully Zikun soon tooo!!! :))))
WE'LL BE GOING OVERSEAS TOGETHER!! OMGAWD FREAKING AWESOME! XD
Sure there's lots of dramas and conflicts in class..
but on the bright side thats whats makes it interesting? x)?
I've been sad and depressed
So have my friends...
But we've managed to stand up again somehow :)
We've also had many laughs and a hell of stress together. xD
so yeah i'm glad :)
Though we'll be seperated soon.. :( its sad..
but i'm glad i'm part of class 61 :)
Looking forward to my new class too! ;D
I'll still be with Jeslynn, Mel and Zikun! :D awesome!!!

-meHh
is thinking alot about life and stuff now >_>